my name is jessica, and i live in texas last week i started my grow project, i am a hobbiest with to much spare time and i adopted this new hobby of indoor growing, sure i could grow anythingg but i chose weed, its by far more exciting then waiting for a tomato to ripen. before last night, i had not smoked pot in over 2 years. no real reason, just didnt. but as of last night i can say all my stress seemed to melt away. the stress of being a landlord renting out to 3 people and needing a 4th, building a wall with a door to creat a 4th room. and not knowing if you'l have some one in the room to pay rent. rather stressfull at times. not to mention realizing my car insurence company lied and instead of 2 months i have 2 days to pay to renew my car insurence. and i found this out AFTER i bought a really cool new bubbler, and some growing supplies. oh how the world can play cards. but needless to say the anxiety of it all melted away last night as i officialy started smoking again and while all my anxiety was lifted, i was able to figure out what to do about car insurence and stop worrying so much about something so silly.