So lettme give ya a little background on this relationship ive been goin though for the past year. So i met this girl a year ago, we connected and hooked up. On a scale of 1-10, she's a fuckin 11. For the next 11 months we were unseperable. 11 Months came and some shit happend and we ended up breaking up. Fuckin tragic shit. I took it harder than her, i think. To be honest, i loved this girl. Ive NEVER loved anyone before her and it just got ripped away from me. Tore me up on the inside. I just didnt show it. Fuck that, im not gunna let her get the best of me. So we kept being "good friends" as in not hating each other. We hung out probally 5-6 times within a month. Weird thing was that we always talked about the new people in our lives and what not. Kinda one-uping each other. Like she was chillin with some dude, so i went out a fucked this chick. Told her about it and she got all kinda mad. W/E, i didnt care. But we were still cool and "good friends" Then about 2 weeks ago she calls me up telling me about how she made a big mistake and what not. The whole time i say " yeah you kinda did" and we start hanging out and i can feel the connection between us comming back. We just randomly find ourselves getting closer to eachother and having a great time. Well one thing leads to anouther and we kiss. We talk about getting back together sence we both apparently still have feeling for eachother. But come to the conclusion to just be "More than friends" kinda thing. She keeps saying shit like "sence we're probally gunna get back together", but still talks about hanging out with this kid. But that shit dont worry me because we both agree this kid is a joke and has no chance haha. Now thats where im at right now. My heart wants to have those feelings of love come back but my brain is hesitient. Im feeling numb when it comes too it on purpose. I just remember how hard this shit was when the ship sunk. Idk what the fuck to do. This shit is tearing up my mind while the heart stays numb. I do still love this girl, but i just cant seem to get those feeling back in fear that they'll get shit on again. Idk what the fuck to do. In the mean time, im gunna go smoke a blunt and take a nap. What do you guys think?
Just be careful, and don't rush yourself into it. If you guys get physical, watch out. She might want to get back together right then. Just take your TIME with it. GOod luck maestro! Pound that SHIT!
it depends if you just want to fuck her or if you really love her. I wouldn't ask for advice here because nobody personally knows your situation. If she realized it was a mistake breaking up with you, then there's a good chance she won't just break up with you like that again. Why did you break up in the first place?
bro i am in your exact same position ATM, we started out as fuck-buddies then she got attached and I was heartbroken. Now she broke up with her ex and is throwing hints at me.
