Intense trip on pure mdma

Well last night was my first time trying ecstasy - in pure mdma powder form, it was probably the most intense thing ill ever experience in my life.

My friend had bought 1/4 of a gram of this powder - 250mg.
Once we had got to the club we were going to, we both took turns dabbing a small amount each at first - about 4 dabs each maybe.
It still wasnt affecting me much after an hour, and my friend said he was feeling it coming on. So i made the stupid mistake of having more, and my friend let me have the rest of what was left.

So..maybe about 20 mins after this.. BOOM..the effects hit me with full force, its an amazing feeling, and i have a great body high, almost floating around the club... exploring the environment. All the lights appeared to look very psychedelic, and I was feeling very happy looking at all the clubbers from the balcony above.

After probably about 30 mins to 1 hour or more of this (lost my time perception while tripping), I start feeling as if the trip is becoming very intense, (the memory of it now is almost making me shake again), anyway i start feeling dizzy and begin panicking. I decide i have to leave the club to get some air.

I tell my friend, but he tries to stop me to leave, this only makes me even more scared as he grabs me to try and stop me leaving on my own. Well I finally get him to let go of me and leave.

He comes to his senses and comes out with me to make sure im ok.
I then sit on this wall for over an hour probably, while my trip goes from extremely intense, to feeling relaxed, and back to intense again. This cycle continued while i sat outside.
The weather was freezing, and i shook uncontrollably in the cold, rubbing my skin with my gloves to warm myself up.

We finally meet up with the others who had come with us to the club, a lot of people comforted me as i looked so fucked. We all finally got the bus to this girls house where we were gonna crash at for the night.
What a relief that was, the bus was so warm, and I instantly became relaxed again, amazed by the night time city that the bus was meandering through.

We made it to the girls house and i finally fell asleep at around 5am on an extremely comfy bed.

I woke up the next/same day at 9am, leaving me with 4 hours sleep. I was still tripping when i woke up, and starting my comedown. Out into the cold again! I had to wait 30 mins for my train to arrive to take me home, which ended up as an uncomfortable ride.

I got home, realised id lost my keys! And luckily saw my neighbours, who gave me our spare set to let myself in. I fell asleep at 11am and woke up again at 2pm.

The effects have basically finally subsided to an after glow now.

I read on erowid this morning, someone for my weight should have only comsumed about 100mg, i probably took between 140 -150mg for my first time. I read the symptoms of overdose, which was almost exactly the same as what id been feeling when I was feeling too intense - panic attack, dizziness, etc.

All in all it was both a very amazing trip, and very scary trip. But i still want to experience it again, in a more controlled manner. I learned a good lesson,
I will give enough time for the effects to hit me before comsuming more next time.

Shit that was a long post. Thanks for reading if you did.

 

No i havent heard of bluelight before?

Im going to try tripping again next friday, but in a more relaxed setting of my mates house. After that i think ill leave it for while, i dont want to be doing it every week as my body felt really exhausted today.

 

Pretty shit music really, if youve heard heard xfm its basically that. Not really pop, but that new wave of indie thats become trendy. I would have loved to have been in a different club, but i had free entry so i wasnt complaining. Anyway my friends going to take me to a great club sometime round my birthday - drum n bass, trance etc, which should be a lot more trippy.

 

Theres so many better places to trip in London than that shitty club, i only went for a girls birthday party, and someone had bought me a ticket. It wouldnt really have been my first choice for a first time trip, it really wasnt a good setting.

My mate said hes gonna take me along to fabric, which is a massive club in London, playing drum and bass, trance, hip hop, etc, the list of good music goes on; it also has amazing laser display which should be enjoyable.

Whats great is i have a really reliable dealer for this sort of stuff, so i know im not going to be given any fake shit, last year the same person even hooked me up with the best ganja dealer ive ever found aswell! Nothing like great friends .

 

Hey zeppelin, have fun! I remember it being amazing before i started panicking. Its one of the best feelings in the world.

I remember it felt so great to wash my face with water, i was kept washing my face over and over for the feeling. It really enhances your senses.

 

Anyone have any views on ability of painting when tripping on mdma?

Me and my friend were thinking of creating some strange pieces of graffiti while tripping, with lots of use of colour and pattern. Now ive scoped out this spot that is pretty hidden away, so im not too worried about getting caught.

You think it will be easy enough? Because i know some functions just seem too complicated.

 

Yeh i found that, i got pissed off with my digital camera as it was confusing me too much.

Stuff just seemed harder on the brain to work out.

 

Well if we ever decide to accomplish it, ill be sure to post some pictures. Its gonna be limited to whatever paint i have left in my cupboard.