So on Monday night I Sat down and did my ritual, smoked a bowl or two then went and played xbox. Usually this is the most relaxing thing I could think about doing, I almost feel invincible. I was sitting there for about fifteen minutes then my heart started pounding. I ignored it for about 10 minutes or so, then it got so bad I had to get up and lay in bed, as I was laying in bed it was getting worse. So I asked my gf to go outside and walk with me. I had myself convinced that I was dying by the time I got outside. My heart felt like it was going to explode, I was shaky, clammy, sweating like a dog and it was just the worst feeling I had ever experienced in my life. Soon as that feeling resided I was the most relaxed,I had been in a very long time but it,lasted about an hour. My normal highs rarely last that long. Now I'm scared to smoke. I don't want to get into that state again. I know you guys don't know me and it's hard to say, but what can I do to help me not be scared of getting high? Its really odd to say that since I've been smoking religiously for the past year and a half.