Are thoughts easier to manage with language? I'm trying to figure this out... Like without language, and different words for objects, idea's and emotions, would the brain be able to process and learn things at the same pace as it can because it's all organized with words? And like...what the hell would thoughts be like without words? How could one create complex thoughts and ideas without the backbone that is language? Yeah I'm on shrooms, thanks for asking. I don't think I'll be smoking weed again for a long time, it makes perfect sense to me now that the only thing it's doing is fucking up my life. It has taken such a control over my life that it has now immobalized me to the point where I cannot move forward in any aspect of my life because of my addiction. All it is now is a temporary release, back into a world where I'm all-knowing and in control. It's discusting now that I think about it, really fucking gross. Fuck, I wish I could just say something to put everyone reading this into my headspace for a second. I can't just go out and say this because there's no point...but I will anyway because there's nothing else I can do. I just have to say be careful, weed addiction is real, and if you don't think it can happen to you than you're most vunorable to it. The thing is...people compare it to the addiction of harder drugs like coke and heroin or whatever. Well thats why so many people fail to see this, weed addiction isn't like that...nothing like it at all. Thats how it gets ya, because your looking for a completely different addiction. And this just goes beond physical and mental addiction. Thats not the difference I'm talking about. See, weed kinda just slips into your life. It kinda just sneaks right in there. Well thats the way it was for me at least. And with heroin and shit it's that you HAVE to do it. With weed, there's nothing forcing you to do it, but the thing about it is is that it makes life SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much easier. Like look at your life without weed. It would be a lot fuckin harder eh? Well for me at least. And I'm not talking harder as in like this big weight you have to carry around for the rest of your life, but I mean...it just wouldn't be as easy right? Like, thats the addiction right there. It's not like the "I NEED MY FIX!" type shit as with heroin, but the love of that comfort and releif it puts on life is enought to make weed pretty fucking addicting as well. For you maybe it isn't the comfort, or like the ease it puts on life...that could just be me. But I have to make a statement which may offend some people but I just feel I need to say it. If you blaze more than once a day I can confidently say your suffering from at least some addiction to weed. Now I know now that I said that everyone's gonna get all offended and think I'm calling them junkies or something...but please, thats not my intent. I'm just saying, the addiction from this drug isn't the type of addiction you'd be looking for. I'm sure it's not nearly as severe as other addictions, but it is enough to really control your life. I'm just saying...whats the reason for blazing so often? I'm sure a lot of people can provide some good answers to that question, but I bet a lot of them are going to point directly to that addiction. I'm 'gonna wrap this up now just because, but I'm sorry if I offended anyone or anything. I may have accidentally said something really ignorant here I'm just sure...I try not to be an ignorant person but this is just making quite a bit of sense to me right now. Maybe in the morning when I'm sober I'll see it differently...but I pray I don't. Have a good night all...much love.