I got a new job and it has a really high pay at which i do not feel like going over here i hope you understand! But im freaking out! Its really unplanned, i had an interview for a good job that didnt require a drug test so i tryed for it just thinkin i wouldnt get well i ended up gettin it! I never even had a real job! Ive just worked on the farm and stuff and now im moving to the city and leaving everything i have! Im leaving my family, my dog, my girlfriend! Everything! Im just feeling kinda bummed and stuff! IDK I know life starts again and thats part of it but its not like i needed to move i had everything i wanted and everything was good where i was at so idk! What you thinkin! Im also baked so it might not be helping! But i tried for the unepcted job yesterday (Monday) and i start on Wed. Im moving tonight!