I apologize for this thread, I just have to rant. I smoked close to 13 grams last night at a party of my own weed, now I don't have any weed tonight and I haven't gone weeks without it.. I'm jonesing hard, which makes me mad. I don't need it, I just want it. I'm fucking missing somebody so much, so so much, shes still my friend but everything is different and I hate it.. and its all my fault, I got led on, now I'm scared to be close again because I dont wanna fall in love, but I fucking need her.. UGH i know i need her because i'm at my happiest whenever she is with me, and i fucking hate that things have to be the way they are. UGH lifes a bitch then ya die
you smoked a half ounce in a night? Damn man should have saved some of it, im guessing you fed a bunch of people. Know anyone that will smoke you out?
it's too late, nobodys up, its all good. I rolled js, smoked mainly between 3 people, had about 5 personal Js.. it was a good night, 4 hours in I started wigging out and went home though. I wish buddy
Your in the exact same boat as me bro, dont worry. Not relating to the 13grams situation, but the girl. Exact same thing with me, I got led on, brought up my feelings, stopped being friends, only b/c I don't wanna be hurt again, or fall in love with her again. You just gotta look at it like this, time will heal most wounds. This girl I knew was my best friend basically, I loved hanging out with her. I got played, its been 5months since I last talked to her. And the worst part is, I HAVE TO see her everyday. Its not a choice to avoid her. Trust me, I was sad, heart broken and all that. Pretty depressed, I thought about her even after that a lot, but I decided I'm not going to be the weak 1 to go back to her. If she wants you, she'll come back to ya. Much regards, cause I relate. Blazed4dayz