so i've always been gay. turned on by dicks. but recently i've noticed that i have become more and more attracted to girls' bodies. I watch straight porn and jerk off. And I dream of fucking girls. like this morning i woke up from such a detailed and graphic scene of fucking a girl who used to like me back in high school....It felt so real like i was really fucking her. i could feel the touch of her skin and the suction of her vagina and shit. but i've never fucked a girl..I tried it with two girls before tho. The first one was a slut I got high with. I pretty much smoked my ass to oblivion that time. I was sitting in my couch feeling like I was on cloud nine when that slut friend came sit beside me. Next thing i know my hands are under her shirt. I fingered her so many times and she came all over my fucking couch. I then took her to my bed and started sucking her tits. But the weird thing is, I was not hard the whole time! I wanted to fuck her but I WASN"T HARD???? wtf? The second girl was someone I really liked. I slept on the same bed with her and I started touching and kissing her. She really wanted it. but I was hard only for a very short time. We didn't do it. The next morning she started going down on me. She kissed all over my body. again, NOT HARD. as she was about to blow me, her friend came knocking on the fucking door and she had to go. So blades, what you all think? WTF is going on with my mind and my body?? I mean if I was bi, I would at least be able to get it up with a chick right?
What do you mean you "can't" do something because of a label you slapped on yourself. Just fuck who you want.
maybe you're just a shitty bi with ED? or so stuck on being gay that you cant finish the deed with a girl. pop a boner pill next time
Have you ever been with another guy? If so, how did that work out? I slept with a guy once before I came out, and it was pretty much exactly how you described. You're basically just going through the motions. Are you maybe trying to be something you know deep down you aren't?
To me it sounds like you haven't fully embraced who you are. If your mind has a desire that your body doesn't respond to, should you still pursue that desire? Or lets ask it a different way... If you want something physically but can't maintain the mental capacity to obtain it, Is it really worth having?Sent from my SGH-T989 using Grasscity Forum mobile app
It's funny how OP describes how he felt the "Suction" of the vagina in his dream Of all the times I've had sex I've never once felt my penis being "sucked" into the vagina, if things are wet enough I can just slidddeee right in HOOYAH!
Hmmmm. Well idk man. Can you get hard and cum from straight porn? Is it the guy in the porn or the girl turning you on?
Yes I've fucked guys before all my experience with sex (involving a dick in a hole ) has been with guys. Both top and bottom. What exactly was your experience like? You fucked one guy and found out u couldn't go back to fucking girls? I think ur question at the end is very interesting and might actually be what the real problem is. But I'm not sure I fully grasp what u mean. What do you think I'm trying to be? Sent from my Nexus 4 using Grasscity Forum mobile app
I think she means are you sure you are actually attracted to chicks and just aren't trying to force yourself to be attracted to them. Like do you think you're supposed to be straight and that's why you want to fuck a girl?
I guess maybe I should have specified I was a female before I posted, sorry about that. Growing up I dated guys, I had a deep attraction to women but I swept that feeling under the rug in hopes I wouldn't feel it after some time. I knew who I was, but according to society and my family, that feeling was wrong. Once I got to college, I decided I needed to finally make the decision for myself so I slept with the guy. I felt absolutely nothing. It was uncomfortable, just didn't flow, and I tried to convince myself while it was happening that this is what I was. I am not necessarily saying you're trying to be something you're not, but maybe you're trying to be what everyone else wants you to be.