Sometimes I think of all the shit I've done,said,thought an I'm like what in the hell in wrong with me.. I am def one crazy bitch,an I don't mean it in a good way either. I think I'm fucked in the head an have some serious mental problems but its been like this ever since I could remember.. I did a lot of dumb shit an put myself in a lot of bad situations because I was always running away from something or someone. And to be honest I don't know why I'm writing this but I guess I just wanted to share it with all the people that think theyre fucked in the head to,because quite honestly you've got nothing on me.I'm trying to turn my life around because I know if I really really try I can be so much better then just this & if I can do it then just know you def can to... I've got a lot of good in me with very little bad intentions,though it may not always seem like it. Aside from me being a fucking nut job I'm also a loving person with a big heart & hopes an dreams to match,guess all I'm really looking for is my place in this world..
loool what does this even mean!! btw: I def thought of going on a killing spree,way more then once loool so yeaa theres no denying that XP
Fuck it is what I have to say, Dealin with a new nightmare everyday This worlds so fucked up in everyway And when you dont know what to say anymore You go in your room, slam ya door Say you cant take it no more Tired of all the pain and the fake ass whores Know theres no personality ta fit with yours Neva is, nothin perfect in a world like this especially when you stop and think about it All these stupid people doin stupid shit, Hatin, killin, bringing pain Makin ya go insane Everyday is full of more lies And then you stop and realize That your truly alone, always will be Even when it dont seem like it Homies say they got ya forever but their full of shit No one knows how to love no more, its all bullshit So fuck it
Dude, your not in such a bad mental state as some people I know, hell even I am in a worse mental state than what you described lol.
try to live a more fulfilling life. this can mean a lot of things to a lot of people. set some small goals and achieve them. start often. win often. fail often. it's always better to regret something you've done, than something you haven't.
No worries, I'm glad I had some effect. I feel like I'm going crazy without ganja, just got kicked out of my house and I can't find a connection here yet, seriously not smoking is driving me crazy lol.