If only you knew that I didn't believe your lies. If only you knew they almost don't hurt anymore. If only you knew I don't need you. If only you knew that my strength was returning. If only you knew how cold and empty you will be. If only you knew that I don't want you back. If only you knew not even begging would work. If only you knew that I saw what you did. If only you knew I can see right through you. If only you knew that it no longer matters. If only you knew the path you walk. If only you knew she's based off of you. If only you knew she dies because of you. If only you knew that you can't hide. If only you knew that you don't try anymore. If only you knew what could have been. If only you knew what you threw away. If only you knew the hole you made. If only you knew life beyond this. If only you knew they don't care. If only you knew that you kill me every day. If only you knew I come back stronger. If only you knew you've become what you hate. If only you knew what you destroyed. If only you knew me.