it started when i was like in 6th grade, my mind is differnt than most people. i would think too much about life and people and if its real. i have to smoke weed everyday to keep my mind off it, the herb helps me accept myself for who i am. but when i sit down and think about life i feel so alone like its all in my head and its really hard to explain unless you think the same way i do. the sad thing is that this all happend because my mom did alot of acid when she had me. but i learn to except this and i tell myself i just get to expiernce more in life than most people.