I wish my fucking seratonin would come back already...

Discussion in 'General' started by IGotTheCottons, Aug 19, 2005.

  1. Damn... Well, for those who don't know, I ate X twice last week. Really, really pure X... And now... My seratonin is all gone, lol.

    I've been so fucking depressed ever since. Not suicidal depressed, but just that overall feeling of "Man, life fucking sucks right now."

    To boot, I just got some good news and some bad news having to do with the girl I'm takin out tomorrow. It appears as though I have some competition. There's this other guy who she's kinda into (the bad news). The good news is that when I asked her out she canceled her plans with him tomorrow so she could go out with me.

    I'm gonna tell her though that I'm not gonna go competing. It's not my style. If she wants me, she knows where to find me... That whole deal...

    EDIT: I think I'm done with everything except for weed. This shit happens to me every time I trip on somethin. I end up realizing how much I really don't like myself and get all bummed out... I think I'm even gonna stop blazing for a while. Just so I can get my head straight and my feet back on the ground.
     
  2. Does X really do that? I've rolled twice, Didn't really notice it ... I mean, I was reading your threads, you ate alot of pure MDMA.
     
  3. I ate roughly 600mg total (300 Thursday, 300 Saturday)...

    MDMA causes your brain to release a lot of seratonin (which is why you feel so awesome while you're rollin). Only problem is that this depletes your levels, so for the next few days, and upwards of a week or two, you can get really depressed while your seratonin levels return to normal.
     

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