I got EXTREAMLY paranoid to the point where i couldnt talk. But i had THOUGHT that my friends were planning plot something against me and would go look thru my belongings. While thinking, i hadnt known but i thought out loud about what was in my bag. All the negative things ive done in my life with how people can attack me with. I even made up some things to make them attack me with. I didnt realise it till after i thought it. My friends would check my belongings and the moment would be silenced with awkwardness. I didnt realise i thought out loud. Although only my thoughts were worded out. The things i personally wanted to say, i couldnt. And im totally embarassed. I couldnt differenciate reality to my thoughts. Anyone else had similar situations.
I always think out loud...I like to bounce ideas off my voices and I'm not sure they can hear my thoughts yet.
