I've always been a person who's tried to put my best foot forward work ethic wise whether that be in school or just in life. That's why today feels like such a mess. About two days ago I decided it would be ok if I had a little bit of weed before I slept, for as of the past few weeks there's never been any issues from it.. Duly noted I've only started to really smoke every week or so in the past month. Upon arriving to work on Monday, I was having severe panic attacks to a point where I could barely function at my job that day. I was lucky enough the coworker I worked with wasn't there That day and was hoping that by Tuesday it would turn out okay.. Tuesday comes around, I feel like its really hard to talk still and function. It's to a point where even though I'm getting my job done, one person points out in front of a bunch of people I seem like I'm paranoid from weed.. I even wonder how much my coworker saw.. I think I screwed my life up.