An intervention... I am watchin this show, Intervention Shit tears me apart. Im mad drunk. Drank way more then i shouldve, And still plan on drinkin more. I promised my girl id stop, Because i have a little girl on the way. I gave her money today, I was going to buy a QP, I gave her money to buy clothes and a cirb and everything. Ive been feelin horrible, Feelin like i dont deserve to live, Like i am nothing, Ima peice of shit or jus trash you kick to the curb. I am nothing. I need to change. I need to be sober. I need to do what i say...
ksr man just be your self and everything will be fine. dude your gonna have a lil girl man, thats gonna be the best thing that is ever gonna happen to you and youll be jus fine man, jus take it easy untill then
WTF, man your wasted and getting emotional man, relax your gonna be a great dad, seems to me like your worrying too much man things are gonna be fine, maybe your kid will be the best thing to happen to you, so why you think you dont deserve to die man, relax cause you gotta live man, take care of your kid so it can have kids and you can tell them all your great stories about growing up man, your gonna be one cool ass grandpa one day
KSR, I think you've got your shit together more than you know, and I think you can quit drinkin so much easily if you just clear your head. Let your little girl be your intervention. You're always helpin out other people, doin what's right for your hood, your boys, your girl....now you gotta do what's right for you. Take that same drive you use on others, and apply it to yourself. I know you can do it. Hang in there, man. ps--congrats...you're gonna be a great dad...spoil that little girl rotten!
I think it may just be the alcohol talking man i understand you may have a lot on your plate right now, but drinking is only going to magnify how you are feeling 10 fold. Just slow your roll on the drinking for now(as best you can man) and try to get everything settled the fact that you were responsible enough to give her money for important things over weed shows you have good character man. It says a lot about you. i was feeling shitty the other day, and i chose to drink and it made things so much worse. congrats on being a dad man, like delawhere said, spoil that lil girl
Bro, you got a whole life ahead of ya, a little girl on the way, you got a lot to look forward too, you dont gotta stop drinkin..just cut down, drink less times a week..Enjoy it when you can.. Babays are a responsibility, and if you can manage dat shit, you's a true man..Than the partyin begins!
dont think shit like that,it only makes you feel worse,plus alchohol can increase your emotions,keep a clear mind.
its the alcohol homie i know you good man..i know you are fuck that just take it down to like 10 40s a day..you need a limit..that baby gunna have a good daddy thats all i know homie..you the man
i have had nights like this and when your sober again things will become more clear youll be straight
If ya'll knew... I wonder what ya'lld say...? Aight... Well, Its not my kid genetically. She got pregnant about a month before i ever had sex with her. We both thought i got her pregnant, But when she went to the doc, She found out. This dude whos the genetic father, Hes a peice of shit. Now smokes crack, In n out of county jail, Jus a complete fuck up. His goal was to get somebody pregnant so he'd live on and he can die. Hes fuckin 18. So, We are both suprised it aient mine, But it was a hard time and decision. But i plan on taking care of it. I love this girl. Shes all i think about and care about. In our eyes its our baby. But it still tears me up... Im still drunk... I need sleep. Need to think about it sober. Let me know what yall thank.
listen, you are a real man for what you are doing, don't let anyone ever tell you different. anyways, back to the drinking. listen to me, this worked for me and has ever since. Stop drinking for 3 months you feel like killing your self for 2 weeks, but after that, its easy. after those 3 months, you'll learn that you can function normally without drinking. with you knowing that, you won't drink nearly as much or often. remember, there is nothing wrong with getting drunk once in a while, but you do have a problem drinking everyday. limit yourself to getting drunk 1 or 2 times a week. now, if you have a 40 every night to get a little buzz, that ain't bad. and remember what you have coming
Respect for steppin up in a situation where most guys would disappear. Most important thing is stop drinkin. Only way to make decisions for a child is through a clear head. Whatever you gotta do to stop, do it. Good luck KSR