Well, hey, so I know the one below me posted something like this but I think I have something else going on here but anyway My parents just randomly got a divorce over summer, and it was terrible, a real mess in the end and even had to move in with friends instead of still living with one of my 'rents. So basically my whole family has been split, my brother, my mum, my dad... I don't know what happened. It was alright for a bit but I always get these empty feeling bits of time where I just can't get over it. I keep trying to find things to replace my old life, because my life is completely different now. No family dinners, no movie nights, i have no one to confide in that I trust completely. Escept for my boyfriend but I just feel like I shouldnt bother him about it.. I go for these really long walks to get through it but all I do is cry. I just want what I had back, and it makes me so frustrated that it all happened. I think I have to suck it up and continue with my life and I do that, I go to work, I do my schoolwork, hang out with friends, smoke weed like I used to but I go back to where I live now with my friend and her parents and I just... I just can't take it. I wake up and I feel empty, but I'm not hungry. I eat anyways, but I still feel empty. I don't know if it's from the divorce, or if it's because I'm kind of at a standstill with my life, or if it's the weed, the birth control i started taking, or maybe I'm not happy in my relationship anymore. I'm so hot and cold these days. I just don't understand.