damn. shit sucks right now. no job, goin to summer school (which aint that bad really, all i have is one class and its all on the comp so ill be done in like 5-7 days) and im on a one year probo for possesion and paraphenilia. my THC count was 978ng compared to my friends who, not long before we got busted, had smoked a bunch of white widow and came out with under a hundred. i couldnet believe it, then i remembered that im much heavier than both of them and they, as a matter of fact, have pretty active metabolisms. i havnt smoked in at least a month and a half-almost 2 months. which really sucks because this was the summer i was waiting for: i hadnt had a full summer in which i could smoke. so ive come to this realization: the only way that i will smoke in the future is if i wait out my probation or, lose some weight and finda way to get clean inbetween meetings with my p.o. either way i really miss weed and cant believe that im not goin crazy. everyday i hop on GC and WTM to check updates and anytim i see pics of some dank my mouth starts watering, then i practically get blue balls knowing that i cant touch it. ugh. its gonna be a long summer.