I had a harsh self realization earlier today. I just realized that my parents just don't trust me in general. And that's why I'm having a difficult time forming a relationship with them, cause when there's no trust there's nothing. Why I'm so bummed out about this because my parents distrust for me probably (only speculating) is because of what I probably did in my teen pubescent years. Which was nothing extreme and just your average angsty teen episodes. So they're basically holding onto that. And carrying it on to my adult life. It saddens me because I feel like i'm the most trust worthy person I know. And others trust me more than my own parents. Is it bogus for me to be saddened by my parents carried on distrust for me?