Hello ladies and gentleman. To begin, I've been reading and posting on this sight for about 5 years. I only changed my name, because I didn't want to post this thread on my main account. Have you ever reached a point in your life where you know if you don't make some changes, you're going to end up miserablef? Well, I'm at that point. I dropped out of engineering school to go work in the oil field and make 75,000 grand a year. Two years later, I quit my job and wonder what the fuck I'm going to do next(4 days ago). I'm 25, and I've been smoking weed on the daily since I was 16. I've also been lightly addicted to opiates for quite a few years. They would disappear from my life for long periods of time but they'd always return like an old friend. Alcohol is a love hate relationship. When your mentality is to push the limits on everything, these things can all be very detrimental to a young man figuring out his path in life.Psychadelics are the only substances I enjoy that I don't feel are affecting my life negatively. Learning and marijuana cultivation are my passions. They're two things that go very well together, but I do not have the funds nor the friends in my new city to get going on a grow. If I'm going to have any hope of getting my life back together, I have to get rid of all the drugs(marijuana included). Maybe some of you have been through similar periods in your lives and may be able to lend some advice to myself and anyone else who may be going through this. Thank you.