I can't live at home anymore. I just live with my mom and it drives me fucking crazy. I can't wait to move out but it's more of my problem. I'm an asshole, and I don't try to be, or even think about doing it. I respect everyone in my family but they're so up in my buisness, i freak out on them harder than i would a friend. I usually have to try to remain calm. They do so much shit that peeves me. Today I've been in anxiety hell, and between them talking to the dog like it's a person NON FUCKING STOP, bringing the dog EVERYHWERE they go in the car, she uses the car like a fucking waste basket, there receipts and paper EVERYWHERE. Between asking her to clean up for herself and trying to tune out the way they talk to the animals and them doing it anyways it drives me literally insain. My mom and grandma's lives revolved around my fucking 13 year old dog. I can't move out for a couple more months so everyday im bitting my lip. They bombard me with my pet peeves, talking to animals, repeating themselves (i'll be told theres ham in the fridge 3 times a day, for 3 days). Theres so much shit I cant even think of. Everyday I but heads with someone in my family causes theres so much shit going on. I feel like shit cause it comes out without even thinking about it. I just get my anxiety and get real anxious, and the shit they do sets me off. I love and respect my mom to death, but damn, it's like shes an annoying little sister sometimes. It's like being with a friend for too long, you just get on each other... to make it worse she has a horrible sense of humor and not much personality, which is horrible to say about your mother. And they think everything is rude. Like when my cousin came over from the other coast of FL, and it was like 7. They were pissed at me cause I slept in till 9:30, and showered up and shit before I went over there, "it was rude for making him wait".
Okay.... So stop being around them for a day or two.. Go to a homies house and party for the weekend.
Yeah man you just need some time away bro. Being around anyone 24/7 will make you want to kill them eventually( well not literally, but you know what I mean)
Chill man. Sounds like every little thing is bothering you. Dont worry so much. Go smoke a bowl or two to calm your nerves.I have felt the same things you felt before. I was just really fustrated and stressed. You gotta take a little vacation make time to relax.
Yeah bro you need a break from them, that would drive anybody insane. Can't you chill at a buddys for a week or somethin?
Theres only one person's house I crash at besides my own, i gotta see what hes doing tonight, we're bout to smoke in a little. Everything happens at the worst times, like when im looking for a nug or theres personal shit thats bugging me, like today, when I founded out I have to register for a very important test that's monday and the campus is closed on the weekends, then I open the glove box for whatever reason and its filled with trash, come home to her talking to the dog, and her responding for the dog back to her. It is the small things. I tell her not to feed my cat, she over feeds him anyways, then I say "half a can a day". So she'll give him food in the morning, when she gets home, and before bed. If the dog's wagging it's tail in the kitchen or the cat rubs against her "Oh they want food" and gives them more treats. The dog bit my cat and she went on the dogs side for her being scared and gave her a treat. It's stupidity that bugs me. I've only ever really been like this to a couple people (ex's in a couple cases). There are people who know whats up in life, and those that have an extremely clouded sense of reality. My mom's very knowledgeable through age and what she does, but I could never talk to her about politics, laws, world issues, or anything intellectual, just general hospital and dancing with the stars... I mean, im not always flipping out, we get along very well, and we're close but I need to work with holding back my thoughts when I'm annoyed.
I just think its the elderly people in Florida, cause my mom... Oh man.. I just dont know about this lady. BOTH my parents are blondes, and they act the part so well... Its a good thing Im not blonde or else all three of us would be fucked. ANyways, the sun has GOT to be bakin these old peoples brains!
I know what you mean. I am 22 years old and I have lived with my grandmother for the past 10 years. I used to get along with her really well when both of us were working but she retired a couple years ago and I lost my job about 3 weeks ago so we are around each other a lot now and its getting to the point where just about everything she does annoys the hell out of me. I still love her very much but I really need to get out of here. I moved out for a couple months back in September and that was one of the happiest times of my life but things didn't work out with my roommate so I ended up back here again. Hopefully I will be able to get a decent job sometime soon so I can get out of here again.
Pretty much the same. -overly controlling parent's. =no freedome, repeating things, they think they can read your thought's it's seams like with me haha.
I know what your saying my parents are like that to. They drive me nuts and I say stuff I dont wonna say to them but our relationship isnt that bad its just certain things that get me going. When they really start getting on my nerves I usually go to my cousins my aunt and uncle dont mind if I stay for a few days so that helps. I find after a few days of not being around them its good again for a while.
Na, it's not like that at all, if anything I'm the dominate one in the house. I can pretty much do as I please, not really a power struggle thing. Now that I got bud I feel much better. Today's brightened up a lot, not to mention it's beautiful out.
I know where you're coming from, bro. Its always tough living with family. I've been stuck with the folks for a few months now and its starting to drive me nuts, more because I miss the freedom of having my own place, cooking my own food, smoking, doing my own shit, yknow? My parents are alright but I have such a short fuse with them sometimes, ditto my dad towards me. My advice would be to either just hold your tongue and try and chill out, go for a smoke, hide out away from them, get your own space somehow, or.. move out which is what I plan to do!
Glad you got your shit together and the herbs calmed your nerves, but next time when shit gets like that go for a hike. I swear to God when ever I go on a hike I can never come home pissed. Its great exercise and you feel peaceful just from looking at natures beauty around you.
The way im thinking about it now is, when I have kids, I'd let them know whats up if they gave my wife or mom lip, even though i've gave my mom so much shit. I appreciate her more than anyone. As I said freedoms not really a big issue, because I can leave my nugs and bong out, I could ask my grandma if she wanted to smoke as a joke. It's not biggy, but I just need to get on my own and actually start my life, I think thats whats getting to me aside from all the shit they do. I got 20g's coming to me but I need to get a job and get my shit right. I'll be starting community college around april so that will be a change. I need to stay away from being idle and keep the herb as close as possible.