I want my mommy soo bad. I'm very depressed, I just want to do well in school and make my parents happy, I'm soo fucking pathetic. My brothers soo much smarter and more succesful than I'm. Both my parents had 4.0's in college, well you know what? I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm not like you. When you yell at me for not doing well in school, it doesn't help. But just please just tell me your proud of me. That's all I really want. Just once, I want to make you proud of me.