this isn't a poem, I've never written a poem, or done anything like this, i hate emotions. just a story in a big nutshell. i love you my eyes glanced upon your eyes who would of known, underneith them was just a bunch of lies it was a concert that night, when I looked at you, all I saw was a bright light we sang and danced all night, it felt oh so right, i knew i wanted you, and i felt you wanted me too it really was love at first sight but i didnt know you were leaving so soon by flight you were thousands of miles across the sea i only wished you were here to comfort me you finally came back, which felt like decades i was ecstatic to hear your voice, and to see that beautiful face. as the months past, our bond grew even though we kept on fighting, our hearts told us that it just a test i didnt realize this test was an exam you failed when you betrayed me, i held that grudge for so long, and thats what destroyed it all i soon hurt you, over and over, not realizing how twisited i was becoming you put up with me for quite sometime but you soon realized that it wasnt right you lead me on like a lemming and threw me off a cliff i felt as if my heart was ripped to shreads but i realized it wasn't over yet i kept on trying and trying, and i finally got through to you things were back to normal, we were happily in love again, and then you betrayed me, again you kept lying to me for so long, but i stood by you, knowing the pain you went through and my desire to have you was too overwhelming i gave you not 1 chance, more like 4 chances, and even though we were together, i still felt rebellious, comsumed by hatred, i decided to find lust when we wernt together, thinking it would solve things, it only made me feel weaker we stayed together for a long time, but were always on and off i kept using you, knowing that you only wanted me i knew i had the relationship in my hands, we kept promissing eachother that things would change, but we only let down eachother. i always, always thought of asking you out but i was scared that things wouldnt be the same, i was scared that our love was gone, i told my self that our love was dying, but infact it was only flying you could see that i loved you, and you wanted to be with me so you tried and cried, so many nights you would call and message me, but i never helped you but when i needed you, you were always there, finally i told my self that i wanted to be with you i wanted things to be fresh and to start over but i found my self drowned in bad memories, trying to run away, but never escaping one day you tell me you want to be with me, the next day you decide you can't go on anymore and here i am, waiting and thinking, is it all my fault? i try to think of all the bad things you've done to me, hoping that you will be gone from my memory, but all i can think of are the good times, and how much i love you. I'm sorry for what i've put you through, and i forgive you for EVERYTHING you put me through, the only thing i regret is no longer being with you, because, every second i was with you, i always knew it was going to be, me and you.