I LOVE weed! But I Hate what it does it me

*I kinda have a hard time myself when it comes to getting shit done while you're baked...but I've realized if you try and make it a little more fun than usual you get really excited and motivated. Like say you've gotta vaccumm your living room or something like that...burn yourself a "Cleaning/Smoking Cd" with all your favorite songs on it and rock out while you're cleaning...and I don't know if you wanna get desperate...when you're writing a paper...just think to yourself that you can smoke as many bowls as you write pages...hehe...the sad thing is is that I acutally know someone like that!!! Anyway, do what you gotta do man...dont' let it be your first priority though...
*Grass*

 

if you affects you in a way thats fucking up your life you should only smoke yourself to sleep and during weekends and shit

 

whenever i get high i go kind of crazy, and start saying weird stuff like "cockadodaler" and i sometimes think i am flying ( dont know if that has ever happened to you) but i think if ireallyreallyreallyreally focused, i could control myself. I really wanna try to go to school high once but i think i will flip out and make fun of my fat world history teacher.

 

Mmmm....im feelin u guys that weeds takin u over slowly not like 'propper' takin u over just like a bit...
u relly love the buzz but u have that litller bit inside saying Hmm....or i got this to do that to do...
with weed u should really know wear u satnd! thats the main thing. do the things u have to do then when ure 'FREE' then jus get sooooo fucked u will enjoy it loads more trust me! it works 4 me (****) plz ppl feel what im sayin the main thing is...

''KNOW WERE U STAND WITH WEED AND U!''

 

i know what u mean...im in school too and when i smoke i cant do jack.
i try to finish all my shit before i start tokin, that way its more enjoyable and you dont have to worry about all the shit u didnt do cheers!

 

id like to toss up an alternative to quitting -

get a vaporizor and smoke smaller amounts, maybe you'll get motivated to do your work, it's always easier to do work when you don't have a strong body buzz and just feel like chillin. hm?

 

yeah thats how i was...luckily i woke the fuck up and realized...things are good now...but honestly cut back totally...then slowly go back to it once things are a little more "unscrambled"

 

dude its the opposite for me... i auctucally hate schoolwork so much, i cant even bring myself to do it sober really..... i just.... hate it... with a passion undeniably laced with intense rage. but i can also function at full capability stoned, if not better.... so i love it! but lay off the ganja man.... school first! write it in sharpie on the back of both of your hands

 

wow, this is a real dilemma for you I can see. It seems you've chosen employment that won't allow you to remain a smoker. that seems like it would add considerable pressure on you to get high now while you still can. I know for me taking a week off now and then isn't very difficult, because I know there isn't a point in time coming up when I won't be able to smoke any more. I don't know how married you are to the choice in employment you're working toward, but I might consider something that wouldn't eliminate a part of my life that I enjoy a great deal. either that or at least a minor that you can fall back on should you decide a year or two into the job market you decide f this, I'm just not enjoying my life the level I know is possible. good luck, peace