FUCK FUCK FUCK I just got back from the doctors office as some of you may know I got back from the hospital thursday from a bad bacteria infection in my neck. read http://forum.grasscity.com/real-lif...isease-my-crazy-past-2-weeks.html#post3912451 if you want. Well apparently I had some spots/scarring on my lungs from the infection. Went to see the doctor today for a follow up. I asked if it was ok to still smoke. he said quote its a "BFD big fucking deal" I must IMEDDIETLY quit smoking ciggarettes and weed, as right now a ciggarette would be 10x worse for me than any1 else. I asked if I could vape... then he said something about tom cruise and being galacticly stupid. Fuck fuck he said he saw people with what I had and their lungs and they did not stop smoking in as little as 3 months grew an infection and had to have lung surgury and have tracheotomy and put on a ventilator. The fact that I know i cant smoke a cig again is making me want 1 so badly. I can still do edibles so I take some solace in that. But fuck its never gonna be the same. I have a chest xray in 6 weeks. Im hopeing god shines some light down on me and I will be able to smoke weed again. Right now i feel like absolute shit. Im not going to leave GC as im still going to be doing drugs (coke, pills, shrooms, cid, e) Just i cant smoke weed or cigs anymore. Ughhhhh why does this shit happen to me Could use some major moral support right now GC. Waiting for percs and vics to kick in.