I would like to let everyone know, that I have had my first orgasm (I assume, it was pretty fucking amazing). Thanks for all the advice!
sounds like your anxious. Do what my psych prof told us--pop a xanax. Her Dr. prescribed her some before surgery and she was saying she felt so relaxed all of a sudden. If you are anxious about sex/orgasm, is it might be worth it to ask just for a sample.