I hate to love

I hate to love.

I hate to LOVE and this is why,

Maybe I want to be different with out having to try.

I will forever be a HERMIT moving side to side,
with out any sense of direction with out your sense of PRIDE.

I want to be free like an eagle, light as the air.
but all I can feel is society trying to drag me away from there.

I want to be free to express myself with out having to know the reasons WHY.
I want the boundaries to be LIFTED, with out having to DIE.

I DO not want a single TALENT that I DO not deserve, because that would be LYING and totally ABSURD.

I want my friends to be ENEMIES and my enemies to be FRIENDS.

I do NOT care who I'm with as long as where there until the END.

I DO not ever want YOUR forgiveness because I will be WRONG in the end.

These are my words that no one else can USE,
because that would be stealing and utter word ABUSE.

The TRUTH is I hate you but you stick to me like GLUE.

I want to rid myself with hatred but what would that do?
It was my only purpose the only thing I ever knew.

But then I tried to save this world, a world that cannot be saved. I world covered by darkness a world clouded by its own fate.

The destiny of the unknown can never be changed,
The infinite can never be truthfully explained.
The brightness of the SUN can never be contained,
The infinite darkness is always getting in the way.

This is the WAY of my life bound by unbreakable chains, bleeding through my heart from my cold, dark, icy, veins.

This is my story which shall never be rearranged,
just like the history of WAR. The destruction of the mentally INSANE.