Sucks to hear about your situation. I recently spent some time in the ER and ICU for a bad heart. Was having a mild heart attack that lasted a few days before admitting myself. I could of died if I tried to tough it out. Now I'm in a mountain of bills and meds.
Wow, that is a long stint in the hospital! My last was spiral fractured femur.... For me what is killer.... lack of any kind of control .... your food, your drugs, or even taking a dump... all at someone else’s discretion! Then, if I loose my temper.... now your not grateful. Screw it, sometimes it just plain sucks. Really sorry about your elder pup, similar situation here and holding on for as long as his life has some pleasure. You still have some fight left n you, grab what you still have with both hands!
I know I am not the only one with health issues Know so many of you fellow members have gone through so many health issues I do miss my doggie with all my heart and would give everything I have to have him back healthy I was planning on traveling this summer I dont have the burden of Bill's when I get out of the hospital I own my home and have money coming in Also a grower with a couple of buckets of weed Fought hard to get myself in that position I want to enjoy the dream while I can Having legs helps make dreams possible Cheers
Hey, you made my day. Feeling down with my own stuff, so I needed a gratitude reminder. Today, I can wipe my own butt and fix whatever my stomach can stand to eat and still have my old blind and deaf dog. Hope you keep up the fight... sometimes venting is a good thing,
Brothers I am just trying to hang in there. It's just fucked up So many other things I rather be doing And having to put my doggie down is the worst thing I have had to do in a couple of decades I lost a wife in 2002 That fucked my head up for years There Is no smooth sailing .......least not in my life And sure allot of you have experience same if not worse. I want quality of life and feel spoiled when I have it and helpless when I dont
Thx for the hugs They close my door to my room at night. I wake up feeling lost and bound to my bed because the machines hooked to me and the darkness. It kind of feaking me out. I haven't walked or taken a dump for four days. Last surgery was last Wednesday. My plants will be ready to harvest in a week or so The person taking care of my plants is not spraying them when he should be. It's a impossible situation.
Brother It's time to take care of you, there will always be more plants when you are recovered Think of any harvest your friend completes a bonus. Be well in Body and in Mind Namaste
I understand how much your leg would hurt if you weren't taking meds but if you could hold off for a few hours maybe you could at least take a shit, the meds are what's constipating you. Drink lots of prune juice, hospitals always have some of that stuff laying around, just keep drinking it until you shit. The last time I was in the hospital I took a few oil capsules along to supplement what they were pushing and to help with sleep. The caps made a big difference and even made being in the hospital feel like an adventure.
I said screw this place they are not going to get under my skin today. I drank this stuff that sounds like thr same ingredients as antifreeze polyethylene glycol 3350 Anyway 2 hours later I took a healthy dump It felt great I was still a little depressed and totally sick of the hospital food My doctor was making his rounds and asked him if minded if I could have a steak I think he thought I was joking. He smiled and said sure. I asked all the nurses of they wanted a steak or shrimp. They all laughed like was a mental.case and said no.
I called one of my fellow growers up who I helped get started in growing He Is like a brother to me and asked if he and his wife wanted to do lunch with me. He said sure and I asked he would pick up lunch up At the outback steak house
I ordered a rib eye steak bone left in rare My brother and his wife order what they wanted and I paid for the whole lunch Hey the steak was great and brightened up my day
Next time this hospital gets under my skin I will do something crazy again Fuck this place I will hang in there till I get better
It sounds like you are being properly medicated. Be careful getting too relaxed, they'll cut back on your meds.
It ain't nothing but a Thing Glad to hear you are getting your mind in the right place F Em...................
Got transfers to long term care . Same va hospital different side of the hospital. I took myself off oxycodone 4 days ago I took these pictures when they were changing my vac dressing