I fucking QUIT!!

Discussion in 'General' started by geetardude, Sep 4, 2007.

  1. I can't do this shit anymore. Alcohol. Fuck this poison!!

    For the past 2ish weeks I've had to quit my best friend Mary Jay Wana for this upcoming factory job piss test. So what does my dumbass decide? "Okay I'm going to just drink, because fuck being sober." Fuck this shit, though! I'd rather be sober, to be honest. Sure, it's hell sometimes, but it's fucking better than how I feel right now.

    I only started drinking at the age of 19. I'm 22 in 17 days. I've been a whisky guy for the past 3ish months. it's gotten to the point that I think it's perfectly okay to just go to my fast-food job trashed drunk... I'm a fucking idiot!

    I didn't lose my job or anything, but I'm sure they've noticed. I don't know about any of you blades, but I feel SO FUCKING DIRTY when all is said and done the next morning. I can't even describe how I feel. I've NEVER felt that way when it comes to Cannabis! EVER!! And I've smoked since I was 14.

    Ya know, this world's a pretty fucked up place when we got a fucking abovetheinfluence and government ads every 30 seconds telling us how morally wrong we are and how guilty we should feel for smoking pot. Yet, it's fucking just good and dandy for us to poison our fucking livers!?! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE!?!

    I woke up today at 7 a.m. had to be at work at 11. So, I decide to go get a pint of Jim Beam. I drink that shit, and I'm in a pissed off mood, because well thats what whisky does to me. I got to go home like an hour afterwards, because I'd worked all week anyway and was exceeding overtime limit, so that was cool. I got home, and fucking blacked our or something. Next thing I know, its 3 pm and I"m stark naked passed out on my bedroom floor.

    ..Yeah, thats a lil weird I know.

    I've brushed my teeth like 3 times today and I can STILL smell the shit in the back of my mouth. Fuck alcohol, man.. Its no good. Its just no good. I can't wait to get this job and light up a bowl of KB for the first time in god knows how long. Sorry, about the rant, blades, and If this may annoy or piss you off. I just feel like an absolute douche from all this. Again, I'd rather be sober than feel like this...:(
     
  2. maybe you should quit drinking ?:p
     
  3. Yeh man, I hope things work out.

    I'm currently drinking Grey goose Orange and mountain dew. It's a great mix. Also a great vodka straight up. I never get hangovers. Infact I wake up feeling quite good, so I'm sorry I can't be of more help. Going to work drunk, drinking alone, All signs of heading towards Alcoholism.

    Everything In moderation man. Try a week of sobriety. It's not that bad, I promise.
     
  4. I don't mind drinking but I do belch it up for the next 2 days....that and slight hangovers are the only drawbacks I get from drinking.
     
  5. your making the right choice !!:cool:

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  6. Your taking it to extremes man.

    Ive been there, For a good 6 months i was a complete waste, Was in adult ed at the time stressed as hell and i jus go over my homies house who was hustlin and we'd jus get wrecked everyday all day.

    Its be 8 in the mornin and we on the ride to go pick up some booze and get a QP dropped off.

    We'd kill a couple fifths before noon almost everyday.

    It was fun, But it was trash.

    Felt like a junkie n shit.

    Jus watch ya drankin n its all good.

    If your lucky enough to not like drinking DONT drink, I wish i didnt like drinking.
     
  7. I hit that point a few weeks ago. The only time I've drank since was yesterday. :)

    I'm really off alcohol now. Just isn't fun for me.
     
  8. That's my fucking problem.. I like it TOO much. Yeah, it was like I was in some sort of post-drunken shock or something when I made this thread. I'm just going to stay sober for the next month, and see how things go...
     
  9. I just recently got in a very bad wreck and am going to receive a DUI and possible felony charges.... Fuuuuck drinking~ :mad:
     
  10. Just take it easy man. Alcohol addiction is a messy thing, don't get to caught up in it.
     
  11. I'm not for imposing my will on others, but drinking sucks. It can really fuck with you, trust me. I watched my stepmom slowly die from it. I've gotten alcohol poisoning, too. That shit sucks, waking up in a hospital wondering what the fuck just happened. If you're gunna drink, it's your choice. Just moderate yourself and know what risks you are taking.
     

  12. +rep for that, true story. Everything in moderation Bro. I've been on a mini-drinking binge for the last 3 days, and still have a 1/4 of a bottle of Grey Goose L'Orange. It's amazing stuff. I mixed a bit with mountain dew and it was tasty.

    Be responsible, and you'll be fine!
     
  13. Thanks man, although I'm not all that new. I've been here on another account for about a month but I got blazed and decided I wanted a new name. Mods, if you wanna delete my old account, please do. And if you need any verification that it's my old one, just message me. The name is Nekrohigh.
     
  14. you mere mortal,,, the mod's have better thing's goin on than to mess with a mere pheasant....

    your last name is history,,,,, long live the mod's,, giver of life,!!!!!!

    :D
     
  15. drinking isn't necessarily bad, but i hate getting drunk and drunk people in general.

    nothing's wrong with having a few drinks and enjoying a moderate buzz. i have a little drink from time to time (like once a month?). you know exactly what is going on, you are relaxed. you are more at ease and more social. you aren't getting angry and beating anyone.

    however, when you are drunk, you sometimes end up angry and hurting someone/yourself, you sometimes end up crying and making a shithead of yourself, you sometimes will throw up and pass out if you had too much, countless other fucked up things. entire night you can't remember. entire night you could have said/done anything to anyone. wake up in the morning, can't do shit.

    it is a poison, in the purest sense. its the best sterilizing agent ever. it removes permanent marker with ease (higher concentration), it kills living organisms. when you intake a lot of this, you are definitely receiving damage to your brain cells and even harsher damage to your liver.
     
  16. I like to get drunk once in awhile but I slowed down my alcohol consumption a lot, I have alcoholism in my blood from both sides of my family. And I definitely don't want to turn out like them. You don't even know what being an alcoholic is like until you live with one, especially if it's one of your parents.
     
  17. Pheasant or peasant?
     
  18. there are some sad people on this site.. a lot of you are addicted to weed
     
  19. Not gunna lie, I love the ganja.
     
  20. i called him a bird ? didnt i ?:p
     

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