I've been where you are. Just do something no matter what it is look for a new job save for a new car and don't try to hide behind a wall
Don't try to find a purpose, try to enjoy yourself. Smoke weed everyday, find projects (ex: a growroom!) in wich you will invest and have good times
Breathe into your anxiety. Listen to the thoughts, and realize your thoughts are just random stories your brain comes up with to pass the time. Just because your brain thinks something, that doesn't mean its happening in realty. Meditation and mindfulness really help with anxiety
Yea it's crazy but there is nothing you can do about it. Think about this, the whole cannabis industry to this day the way it was founded and continues to carry on was caused by one man, Harry J. Anslinger. He built the foundation for what we see today for cannabis just like all the cars built by Ford. Imagine if Cannabis never became illegal and hemp and that banning never took place in the 1930's? The world would be a different place for sure. Nothing you can do other than try to relax and enjoy life. Sit back watch movies, play video games and hunker down and wait for the bombs to fall.
Surround yourself around good vibes, be with family, homies, go outside, even if for a moment. own it and enjoy...
"I don't know what to do with my mind.." Best thing we can all do imo is to stop the constant chatter (inner dialogue) as it's a make believe world about a conceptual created make believe ID... the mind is a tool to be picked up and used when needed, not during every single waking hour, minute and second of every day...
it was his 1st and last post... hopefully he didn't shoot his mind, or where he thought it was located... if so... may he RIP
I think the whole point of smoking weed is to turn your mind off or at least to another channel so you can escape the reality . As someone who bipolar shutting mind off from my reality which can be very dark and fighting is a life saver.