I Dont Even Know...

Discussion in 'General' started by KeepSmokinReefa, Nov 23, 2008.

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  1. #1 KeepSmokinReefa, Nov 23, 2008
    Main, WHAT A FUCKIN DAY!

    Jus fucked up day.

    It all started when i seen my homie at my work so we stopped n bullshited for a few minutes right.

    He comes and is like 'hey man i gotta tell ya something.'

    'You know bobby, My brother, Hes dead.'

    Goes on to tell me he came home last night FUCKED up drunk as shit, And before he went to bed he told my boy he loved him.

    Now like us main, We dont tell people we love them unless they our mothers, Our girl, Or somebodys on they death bed.

    So he thought it was weird but didnt trip on it.

    Said he tried to wake him up a few hours later right....


    He never woke up..


    Said they looked in his pockets and found a buncha xany's in there.

    Overdosed.

    That killed me, Fuckin hurt real real bad, And hit real close to home main.

    Thats my people right there..


    I had to get away. I went on break and called my homeboy and let him know the news, Little did i know he had some news to tell me..

    He told me, Remeber roach, He did the same thing last week.

    My homeboy cock-a-roach OD'ed last week.

    Then he told me about my boy 'Jones' (Name changed for safety.)

    I guess he passed on last night, Got murdered.

    Dope deal gone wrong.



    I lost three people in a matter of 30 minutes.

    I couldnt take it.

    When i came back i couldnt do my work, I went in the back in a spot nobody could find me and the tears jus ran... (Feel like they comin on again.. :(:(:()


    Well needless to say somebodys dying tonight, I aient gon be involvled, But nobodys gon kill my boy and get away with it. They gon blow that niggs house up.



    Main...

    What a fuckin day..

    I dont even know what to say.

    R.I.P. Bobby, R.I.P. 'Jones', R.I.P. Roach.

    *Tear*
     
  2. #2 BillDavis, Nov 23, 2008
    Damn... I couldn't handle a day like that. Just keep your morale up. Do whatever you have to, so you can get thru the day but yeah... Sorry to hear that man.
     
  3. #3 Starlore, Nov 23, 2008
    Damn man... That's one sucky fucking day.

    I was going to say I know how you feel on having the bad day, as I've had one today as well. But my bad day seems wonderful in comparison to yours.

    RIP to all of your friends. I hope you start feeling better man. I know I'd be breaking down if I lost 3 of my buddies in such a short period of time.
     
  4. #4 KeepSmokinReefa, Nov 23, 2008
    And too add to that, The original homie i met up with who told me his brother passed on hours before, He lost his daughter exactly a week from today. Hes tellin me i dont know whats going to happen next saturday, My house going to blow up?

    His girl was 7 months pregnant, Didnt get into details but something happend, Daughters gone..
     
  5. #5 GhostLunch, Nov 23, 2008
    wow man, that really rough.

    try and keep positive dude, just so you don't get too down.
    I am very sorry for your losses.

    -much love
     
  6. #6 Anony, Nov 23, 2008
    Sorry to hear that. People take their own lives into their hands sometimes and dont even realize it.
     
  7. #7 gloppypop, Nov 23, 2008
    I'm sorry to hear that, man. I don't know how I'd be able to control myself if I was in your situation. I've never had one of my close buddies die, so I can only imagine what you're going through right now.

    Keep strong, man. I'll be keeping my thoughts with you and the families of your friends tonight. This next one is for you and your three buddies, man.
     
  8. #8 KottenMouth, Nov 23, 2008
    Fuck bro I'm not even gonna pretend I understand that. Do what you gotta do to keep on movin, much love for your homies, my next bowls for them!
     
  9. #9 Diceman, Nov 23, 2008
    Damn man...shits crazy. Its always hits a little harder when its suicide. Don't even have someone to hate for it. Just confused

    RIP to those 3
     
  10. #10 nugglord_420, Nov 23, 2008
    KSR, keep your head up man.

    It's tough to lose 3 friends at a time, and I know how that goes.

    No matter how hard it may get, you have to stay strong and be thankful for every day that you live. Death is going to come at one point in all of our lives, sooner for some. You need to accept the fact that they are at peace now, and no amount of pain can ever effect them again.

    Stay strong, man.
     
  11. #11 illk37, Nov 23, 2008
    I'm sorry man. Stay strong and hope things get better.

    RIP
     
  12. #12 KeepSmokinReefa, Nov 23, 2008
    [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8V1jeo1frM"]YouTube - master p - I miss my homies[/ame]
     
  13. #13 Jay2Oh, Nov 23, 2008
    what do you mean when you keep saying main?:confused:
     
  14. #14 KottenMouth, Nov 23, 2008
    Main, is like man, or buddy, homie, that sort of thing.
     
  15. #15 KeepSmokinReefa, Nov 23, 2008
    [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FiRQF8CEHlk"]YouTube - master p its so hard to say goodbye[/ame]
     
  16. #16 the color green, Nov 23, 2008

    qft.

    peace bro...
     
  17. #17 highlife101, Nov 23, 2008
    Cool story
     
  18. #18 KeepSmokinReefa, Nov 23, 2008
    I hate this sheit.

    Im drunk as sheit, High as a kite.

    But all i wanna do is drank from ths bottle, I know im aight but naa, Ima down this bottle.

    \FUck life, Everybody dies, I need to be numb.
     
  19. #19 KeepSmokinReefa, Nov 23, 2008
    [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2LGMRzU3T9k"]YouTube - I need Drugz[/ame]

    [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2LGMRzU3T9k"]YouTube - I need Drugz[/ame]

    [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2LGMRzU3T9k"]YouTube - I need Drugz[/ame]

    [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2LGMRzU3T9k"]YouTube - I need Drugz[/ame]
     
  20. #20 KeepSmokinReefa, Nov 23, 2008
    I am on another level i feel great, If you cut off my arm id prolly thank you.
     
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