ive only smoked weed like 7 times. the first 2 times it was almost like being drunk, and i enjoyed it i got the same high as everyone else. but pretty much whenever i smoke weed, i just turn into a potato. like, i am unable to interact with anyone. i feel dumb as shit. i lose all perception of depth, and i think the guy sitting next to me looks like a GIANT thats really far away. trippy shit. and i can feel the blood running through me. the guys i smoke with just have a fun time, and talk like we normally do. and im just a zombie.i assume i just need to adapt to it and just smoke hella weed to be okay. but at the moment, i hate being high. its like smoking autism. i smoke marlboros though, and im 100% pro-weed.
dude just keep smoking. soon enough you will get high like your friends and be able to function. its just like anything else, when you are new to it, it fucks you up. once you get used to it, its all good.
I'm unable to interact with people well when I'm high also, it's a good thing for me though I usually can't interact well because of how interesting the inside of my head is. I only feel like a potato if I've been blazing hard for hours.
It's take two to make an interesting conversation but if the person doesn't get to the good part to the conversation (the center) then I'm withdrawing. This goes for both genders. So yeah it's not a problem having a speech inept problem but rather exploring your inner consciousness.
lol weed doesnt interact with your brain like your usal drugs like e or w/e .So if your an unhappy person you might not neccesarily be happy on weed , because it might not be your cup of tea , though most people indirectly get a happy buzz from weed because we actually enjoy the relaxed down feel haha, mabye you should try taking small hits from a bong youll enjoy it trust me . Also I may be wrong but weed doesnt directly affect your dopamine receptors like say other unmentionables (because theyre guaranteed to you hit you with a happy dopamine buzz) so you enjoy the relaxed trippy feel and its indirect.
I just have tremendous difficulty verbalising my thoughts when I'm high, and most subjects people talk about don't really interest me. Unless I come across someone very similar to me with the same interests which is rare I much prefer exploring my inner consciousness anyways or focusing on good music.
I'm the same way man, but instead I don't have a difficult with verbalizing but rather what I'm currently thinking is too unusual or weird for people to comprehend because I be on a different level, I'm Mario and they are Luigi lol. Most subjects people talk about literally bores me to tears, it's mostly bullshit small talk and mundane stuff with no substance or amusement. Encountering ones that are similar is like finding a long lost brother because you guys connect so well! I feel like a crocodile while the rest are alligators, I need to be somewhere else. Good Music and Exploring the Inner Consciousness is the shit! If you have a record collection, blast it when you're high, you get to enjoy the structure of the music much more.
I seem to get more anxious around people I don't know or have just met but doesn't last very long. Around mates I try get as high as possible cause it's piss funny.
Haha I feel the same way when I go off trying to explain some philosophical content to people, which is one of my favourite things to talk about when I'm high. But yeah I agree most peoples conversation is boring as fuck, definitely get what you mean about finding someone like you I was lucky enough to have that happen to me not seen him for a while, but I'm moving country to make music with him in just over a week so finally I will feel sane again. I don't have a record collection unfortunately just a cd collection, but I usually always spend the peak of my high listening to an album.
You learn to be better at smoking as your brain gets used to handling itself with THC flowing through it. You remember drinking the first few times as a teenager and just being a total fuckwad? Bouncing around the room, hueahueaheuha, acting like a fucking moron? Well, in the same way you grow up to be able to sit at a bar and get shitfaced without making a scene, you get better at smoking, and handling the effects it brings with you. I get high all day, and I'm a software engineer. You'll get used to it!
Yeah I love going into a philosophical tangent but most people when I'm trying to explain either say 1.) You're too philosophical 2.) They quickly want to change topic because lack of depth 3.) I'm too cerebral. but I don't get it though, philosophy is very fun and exhilarating plus it challenges one point of view to find the divine truth of what you're looking for. I love to question things out of it's nature but I realized that you should only give input to the ones that are receptive towards it, if not they're a waste of time. Most of the conversation I'm surrounded by centralizes the theme of their senses and what they feel but it's not actually the interesting parts though. Superficiality disappoints me but what is superficial actually? See we already can get into a philosophical discussion by just manipulating the word into a question. So the problem is not actually verbalizing but meeting people that you actually WANT to verbalize with. I can discuss in a range of subjects, I'm sort of generalist which means that I have a wide array of knowledge since I love to learn. When I listen to music, I always try to study and compare the differences between listening to it high and then sober. It's interesting because I spot some subtle differences and write down these differences on a note pad, then I research on it. It's interesting.
Yeah I've learnt my audience when it comes to talking about philosophy a lot of people just get thoroughly annoyed by it. I get what you mean there and a lot of it is just not being around the right people but when I'm high I know what I wanna say but I just find it really difficult to put it in to words, the one main thing I struggle with when high. That's why I don't post on here that often if I'm really high and when I do it usually makes no sense lol. Yeah I've done that in the past, I usually find that being high is a superior listening point though, but sobriety does also have it's positives. Not ever wrote them down on a notepad though but would be interested to see your findings.
You just have to find the right audience that's all, but in able to find the audience, you first need to seek for it and the like minded ones will come. People who get agitated by philosophy either aren't intuitive, impatient, have a distaste for going into the deep realms of their mind, committed to their traditional values/beliefs and don't want to change, not enough introspection, etc. If you find it difficult to put into words, perhaps write it down or type it since they have an easier of expressing ourselves plus you can provide examples or references to relate to what your mind has spur out. This definitely describes me: What I say is the pop version, what I mean is that the length of the words are shortened, summarized and describe in simplistic terms. The long version would be like a full version of a song, it describes the details that describe my insights, metaphors, analogies, observations plus I pull some examples to make the person understand so they don't get lost. I do post a lot of high thoughts and some are very silly, but I do see how some don't post their high thoughts, some people will immediately call it "stupid" because they don't see the connection. Yes a notepad keeps track of your thoughts that you have composed, anything that your mind digs up should be written on the notepad so that you won't forget it.
