You meet the girl of your dreams, she looks hot in combat uniform too, shes misanthropic like me, likes girls, drinks beers, can fix up cars, is smart, beautiful, watches porn, shares the exact taste of music you do. You get stoned together and develop an affinity with eachother and a lot of love for eachother. Then by your own inadequacy you miss out on this girl of your dreams by a mere 24hrs. To make matters worse she's with a friend of mine, his disregard for such a beautiful specimen of woman really sickens me. He is my friend but I do hate him. Since he cheated on her I have reminded him of something every year ' when he screws up, which he will, I'll be waiting' Basically he doesn't deserve her, I probably don't ever but shes perfect for me. I want to know how I could loose out in such a stupid way. I have constantly berrated him for years and he knows exactly how I feel, so does she, I can still see it in her eyes that if things went differently I'd be her man not that arrogant fucking wigger. I love her, I hate him, I'm a selfish cunt I know. But how would or should I deal with this subject that embitters me so. When you loose out its easy to let go unless shes there in front of you and you feel fucking dead inside and think 'now I remember why I never trusted anyone' I need somebody new in my life to help me forget. Jack and joints help though.
Rough man. Just fuck 'em. I wouldn't hang around to see my ex-girl with my former friend, it'd be too shitty.
Unfortunatly I see the idiot all the time but her not at all lately, he stopped it because he knew what I would do soon as a got a bottle of jack and some bud in me. All he ever does is complains about her, I would worship this woman. She means the world to me. She was attacked but thankfully nothing happened to her, I was looking to take the guy out but could never find him. I never been out looking to kill someone before that, I kinda scared myself. When he complains about her I say to him ' I'll take her' The thing is she needs him and he is being a fucking child.
Sucks. Take it easy, when she realizes this guy is an idiot, you'll have your chance. How long have they been going out?
Its been a few years now, it got rocky a year or so ago but she forgave him for cheating on her? Which is when we came close to doing the same thing but she was paraletic drunk and I told myself this is wrong, not now, which I am glad I did because she threw up shortly after. This girl can also party hard. Mate she is most guys dream girl and she wastes her time with this wasteman. I remember at one of the parties I must have smoked 10 hash joints and 10 bud and I fell off a roof in the darkness after the rave ended, I miss those days.
A few years, damn. I know people that don't like eachother but still date because of "their past" as if that has ANYTHING to do with the current/future. She might be one of those people. I've never done a hash joint, but I hear they're amazing. My grinder is pretty keify, after 4 uses... Don't know if that's a good thing or bad. My sympathies, it must be torturing to go through something like this.
Hash is good, if you get the good stuff. Its just THC or it should be, no CBD it doesn't get you drowsy just high and the muchies are worse, most prefer green. Thanks for the sympathy, it won't do much good but thanks anyways. This girl had a lasting impact on me and changed the way I view women. All I can say is she is great and I'd want her to have my babies.
You have no idea my friend, unfortunately shes not around because douchette knows I'm the misanthropic fiend whos principles include Drink his beer Take his woman. off the poor bastard. could shoot him in the skull with a 22. Then use a file to change the striations in the barrel, maybe even make my own bullets and siliencer. The afterwards scatter the gun parts in the trash around the block. Wash my clothes, dispose of any evidence. Yeah I've considered this. CSI can't catch me. Yeah its a little more diffcult than that, if that was the case she'd already be pregnant.
You seem a little obssesed dude... Just move on. I understand this girl is amazing. But there are more out there. Also this girl will never want you if all you do is obsess with her and shit. Your plan for killing her boyfriend is also stupid and pretty fucked. She is dating him. Its her choice. No reason to kill the guy. Also you would be a prime subject in a investigation. Seems you make your feelings to this girl fairly clear. Cops would nab u easy. Good luck with that shit tho man. But i would just say on to the next one.
I don't think so somehow, I'm pretty well aware of forensic methods and evidence but yeah I wouldn't kill they guy I know him too well, I just sometimes want him to not exist. Besides I am not the only one feeling this, she does too and I hear you but its hard for me. Shit its not like I've been at home cutting myself, I've met girls since just none better only one other comes close but circumstance again fucked my plans up. I miss her is the worst part. Moving on is hard to do when people don't understand you. I look normal, average even but I'm not exactly mr. happy or fake like most, they either don't understand or are intimidated by my views, even though I'm just speaking the truth. I am incredibly perceptive I think it scares some women off. I just don't meet many women who aren't barbies, are adventurous, honest, not shallow ecetera and more forward with their thoughts and feelings. Basically I don't belong, I never have and won't ever try, she understood this which made her special, it feels like the only real connection I made with anybody. Oh well I suppose your right about moving on but if she frees up I'm there. If I was obsessed I'd be outside her house or doing something stalkery like from misery j/k lol. But seriously I probably don't deserve her anyways, mary jane and codiene an incredible mixture.
If I was your friend and you told me you'd be waiting for her when I fuck up I would probably just start swinging...depends on how well I knew you...But then again, I wouldn't cheat so you wouldn't have said that...Anyways, seems like you need to move on. Nobody likes a person that gets with a friends ex. There are plenty of people in this world, you just have to get out more. Start going to new places, I guarantee you will find someone a lot better.
Well at the time that was the idea. I just still have strong feeling for her is all, we had a strong bond before, I was there and shit you know. Yeah your right though. I've really never cared much what people think of me, I got this thing where I can just drop people doesn't matter how long we have known eachother because I don't really require idle conversation, backstabbing and bitching. If you knew the rest you'd understand why I am the way I am with him. Fact is for me friends are not exactly my thing I have friends but only like 5 the rest I talk because I have to. My friend you don't know me and with all due respect I don't know you either but trust me I'm not exactly take home to your parents material. Maybe its the drugs they hate or just my personality or my observational skill freaks them out or something I dunno. Besides I come across a few girls I find physically attractive but have no connection with at all. I found one with all the qualities I like but It'll be a round trip to USA for me. I can be obnoxious at times, even sarcastic and misanthropic but not so much around women. If I am being a cunt they love me If I try to play nice they get bored shit I don't know. I can only read the signs. I think about things to much aswell I suppose. Well anyways I'm hopefully going to be going for a drink with a girl I wanted to destroy back at school.
^^ Based on what you've said I think you over-analyze things too much, and you may not be as perceptive as you believe. I'm sure if you walked past me or met me, you would have a lot of thoughts about me and what I was thinking, and how my personality is. But you'd probably be pretty far off just because of the sheer amount of things going on in the world and other peoples' lives that you could never possibly know. Just saying man, I think we all go through times where we feel pretty fucking sly, but you should try to be a little more humble. Also, I think telling yourself you're "different" and a misanthrope is bringing yourself down. Everybody's "different", we just differ in the amount of bullshit we can put up with (from ourselves and other people).
If I was the boyfriend, I woulda beat you like the red-headed step child a long time ago. you know that she's even into you at all? Or are you "reading her" on that too? I hate the guys that slob all over theyre ex's well after the fact. Some of us guys need some serious lessons in moving on. If I were you I'd cut the shit out and find something new to chase.
1. get a klonopin prescription. 2. get over her. 3. get huge. 4. get new girls that haven't been sucking your ex friends cock and swallowing his cum for the past 3 years?
A) wow, you think I would have gone through it on a hunch, No. Oh and this red-faced step child doesn't think of himself as a bad man, I have a lot of experience of various fighting ( never by choice) This red-faced step child could hurt this po-faced wigger but at the end of the day I have known him for years and he is my friend some things just annoy me about him. B) yes that does never though of it like that. C) I couldn't be anymore down than I already am, I don't really want to be a part of 'this' anyways. I don't need or want it. D) Its strange how I wouldn't be so sure if I wasn't right about 90% of things. E) I suppose it really doesn't matter anymore just needed to get it off my chest and hear your opinions ecetera. You all make very good points though. I'm gonna light up and forget now anyways.
Are you saying that you're sure that you're right about most things, or the other way around? Sorry, double negatives... EDIT: I meant to quote D but you got the idea.
C) makes me sound like an ass but I'm usually right. Even when I don't want to be. I'm out got smoking to do and a life to live, No rest for the wicked eh? Okay anyways, I fully agree with you. It is funny how the answer to your problem is the thing you least want to do, 70% of the time anyways. I'm obviously going to move on, I'll always feel for her though, the girl has a lot of shit she seriously doesn't deserve. I put to the dury exhibit one: I'm out with wigger after dropping his girl off and he starts hitting on this chic, I tell him you got a girl, what would she think of you? (Instant cockblock) I know I'm a prick but whatever. She travels for hours to get to him and he ain't in, when she comes to my house What the fuck do I do? What the fuck would you do? He starts talking to me about how he can cheat on her if he wants, I say he is scum but I happen to be his friend. He is great but his treatment of females is poor. I got more stories if you like....... It doesn't mater now anyways, prospects on the horizon. Money, new women and such so I know how I have to deal with this. Treat it like its nothing at all. I gotta see her how I see everyone else. I gotta deal with it.