The first time I smoked was about two years ago. I took two hits and i got fucked upp. I started trying fuck the two guys I was with. Like uncontrollably. ( this is pretty embarrassing ) I was just doing some crazy shit. That was the first time I was exposed to things like that. Before then, I had never even seen weed. I hadn't even been drunk before yet. If any of that makes a difference in your opinion. But anyway, I smoked maybe 5 more times after that within a month and I still was acting that way. I stopped for about 9 months, but for about 6 months now, I've been smoking way more. And now I'm smoking practically every day. Sometimes alone. I take maybe 2-5 hits and then I'm donee. I think I may be taking too big of a hit also ..but I'm not sure bc I don't cough at all prolly bc I smoke cigs, so it doesn't feel that big to me. But when other ppl do it they can't stop coughing. But me getting stupid high and turning into a porn star hasn't changed all that much. When I'm alone it's easier to control. But usually when I'm around people I act dumb af. Sometimes not as bad as others. Tbh it's kinda getting better but it's still a struggle. I just need to know how I can control it and chill like everyone else. It's the most embarrassing thing. And when I'm with certain ppl they know how I get and I usually end up doing some shit I regret. Please help! Thankssss