Last night I was really high, and I got in my bed and started to feel really weird, it felt like my body from the head down wasn't mine, really odd feeling. Then I kind of zoned out while watching TV and started to hear this music.. to me it seemed loud but at the same time mellow, like something a tribe in africa would dance to but then techno/electro style, never heard it in my life. Than I snapped out of it and could almost not remember it, like the memory to me was really hazy, still is to some extent. Any clue what this was?? and how often do you question your sanity?
I never do really..the only time I get a feeling even a little close to that is when I smoke late at night and play Warcraft III and it feels like my structures are getting built faster than normal. But yea
Everytime one of my kids looks in our FULL refrigerator and yells, "Mom, there's nothing to eat around here!!" o.0
I question my sanity as often as I question my life wondering if today is the day I go for the knife I reach for the bong and soon forget Everyone ain't heaven sent
When I come out with shit like "yes, fetch me the blood of two new born goats" when asked if I want a drink. I'm pretty crazy.
OK. i question my sanity... now and then. today I was high, and thinking about how interesting chemistry was while on a walk in the woods on this nice sunny day. I thought about how when i bent a stick for example it was my atoms in a shape just pushing a bunch of other atoms in a shape. i thought about how meaningless everything was and how crazy I was. man im high
Haha yeah thinking about stuff like that always gets me when I'm high. Last night was a really clear night I could see a shitload of stars and I just got to thinking about how vast space really is and how insignificant we really are.. just amazing things to think about. Maybe normal people can think themselves into insanity for short periods.. who knows haha.
Only when I hear stush thick bitches talk like just because they have a Louis V handbag & some Vivian Westwood boots the world is all kush & nothing in life matters other than them, they don't care about the 13 year old poverty stricken girl in China who earn 15 ¢/P an hour making said corporate product so she can just about feed her family, yeah I HATE people like this & this is exactly what society is & is made up of. So yeah, I question my own & my cowerdly, corrupt, sleazy society's sanity daily. Fuck the corruption I have to endure daily.
