So about 6 months ago i stopped doing all drugs besides weed. Before then i was downing about 1000mg of Valium each month for about 6 months. Each time i got 1000mg i would binge finish it in about a week. Just recently i got another 1000mg since this semester is almost over and i wanted a good binger to enjoy the breaks from school i am about to be getting. After 6 months of no benzos i though i would immensitly enjoy another good binger but after taking 60mg on absolutley no tolerance i really didnt feel much. I just felt mildly more relaxed and not even a little bit of euphoria or utter peace with everything. Have i just become use to the valium high? Can Valium lose it magic like i hear esxtacy can? Why am i not getting bombed and enjoying it a bunch like a i use to?
I think any drug can lose it's magic if you've done it a lot. Maybe you've just gotten so use to the high that it's not very special anymore. Try some Xanax or Klonopin - maybe those will get you.