a couple of years ago i started smoking weed with friendsm but later when i went to college i've made the choice to quit with it. The reason why i stopped was because of various reasons: - mother who said not to do it because she thought it was bad for me. - most of the time stoned af. and i didn't did the things i had to do. - my physical appareance (the look etc.) now at this moment ive tried to start again with smoking, but i had a bad trip and my concious showed me a other perspective of how my life now a days is. and i have a lot of bagage that i cary with me! my question for the readers is. should i stop smoking or continue and if i do that will the negative thoughts go away or something? i dont know exactly if the question is clear but i hope that there is someone who can relate or can give me some tips.