Like I'm not good enough for my girl. You guys feel like that sometimes? Well, its not really ME, but I feel like, in our society, some things that society (not me) consider important are things that I don't have and that I feel like I'm lacking in as compared to my girl. She says she's right there with me on the whole screw society thing, but I can tell that she is unknowingly attached to our society and clings to its morals and views a lot of times..I feel like one day she'll wake up and be like 'holy shit I could have had so much better' as far as a dude who has more going for him in the 'real world' as it is than I do. She has done nothing really recently to make me feel like this suddenly..its just sort of a thing that comes and goes with me when I get into thinking...I just think about her and how, compared to her, I'm so like..unperfect ya know? Not that I strive to be perfect, honestly I believe that if she believes that I'm not good enough for her (when the day comes if it does) then fuck it she can do whatever ya know? Its not my decision to hold her prisoner to me but like, when I look at her I see perfection and when I look at my self I see flaws and more flaws. Maybe I'm a bit pessimistic at times but Idk thats just how I feel sometimes. I hate it when I think like this cause then I start to think 'is a relationship even worth this bullshti where I have to criticize myself on my own accord because I can't get over my flaws which shouldn't bother me anyway?' It's not like I hate myself cause I don't, I love myself more than anything, I just feel like compared to her my impression or image or whatever is just like..a big smear of shit lol. Intimidated is how she makes me feel at times I guess. Maybe I'm getting the feeling that 'shes outta my league' and I'm scared she'll realize that one day. I mean I guess it'll end eventually but to think about it sucks ya know?