high as fuck last night (thoughts)

Discussion in 'Philosophy' started by dunn0, Nov 9, 2012.

  1. #1 dunn0, Nov 9, 2012
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    than i started thinking that this is like a stream of flowing energy and my human being is an energy trap....picture water flowing down stream and theres sponges along the way...the sponge fills up with water until it cant hold anymore water...eventually the sponge is gunna get so soggy that it falls apart....is it possible to squeeze the sponge and flush myself out so i can get some new water? maybe thats what weed does...because it feels like when i smoke my energy dims and i slowly regain energy and shine brighter....but what if there is different types of energy to soak up....maybe that is the key...we gotta squeeze our energy out and than stay focused/sharp in order to read the energy flowing around us. decipher what energy is beneficial and what energy to avoid. refuel with thriving energy and build it up leaving no room for unwanted energy...the outside edge is always vulnerable to any type of energy unless you stay sharp...if you are sharp you will cut right through the current of energy
     
  2. if you arent sharp you will feel the pressure of the energy current pushing and decomposing the exposed dull edge of your consciousness
     
  3. It feel like because our short term memory is inhibited , our perception of time changes and it seems like the amount you experience in a moment may feel long , sometimes it feels extremely short. Like the capacity of your sensory memory is increasing and decreasing like a balloon.
    I'm high right now.
     
  4. Because the short term memory is inhibited , there are less competition with the short term vs long term , and so when I feel one way , it triggers multiple memories of having the same sensation. making everything feel almost nostalgic. in a way it brings up more episodic memories from the unconscious to the preconcious and conscious.
     
  5. if you picture your consciousness as a lighting bolt than our memory is closer to the source of the energy....so maybe the weed changes the destination of the bolt which therefore changes the whole path we ever took...you experience the transition and eventually forget what the old path was...imagine the possibilities
     
  6. You mean by having a different combination of memories ,it will ultimately effect our choice? and so in some cases determining our personality?
     
  7. or maybe its always like that and weed is just a tool to force change upon your past present future model
     
  8. Yea , its like a hypersensitive self-reflection state of mind , allowing you to compare and contrast and analyze our memories.
     

  9. you are stuck in a way of thinking that has boundaries....personality is a concept...im talking about the ability to thrive verses being consumed by the environment
     
  10. who am I? am i a human being? no im a form of energy using this body as an outlet
     
  11. #11 dunn0, Nov 9, 2012
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  12. #12 dunn0, Nov 9, 2012
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    im gunna correct myself and say that there is just one energy...but the energy needs to be recycled...the faster the better...also, being sharp might be too extreme...reminds me of bruce lee saying be water my friend

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGFf3SRP1bE


    idk why this forum isnt embedding these youtube links correctly
     
  13. I think what I wonder is. What is the "I"? Is it the Observer that experiences the perception? , is it the memory,is it the pattern of thought? or is it everything?
     
  14. #14 dunn0, Nov 9, 2012
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    everything is one... separateness is an illusion...but if we didnt have that illusion we wouldnt be conscious...it would only be one consciousness
     
  15. So we are all a dot , since we can't possibly measure "nothingness". What I find most amazing is that illusions can be arranged in such a way that awareness is now born. This unknown reality that goes on externally while we all live on foundation of an illusion. Absolute knowledge just doesn't seem possible.
     
  16. And notice how limited our language is, as to make use rely on talking analogously. We can barely speak without communicating in a simile or metaphor.
     
  17. yeah its like i can zoom out and see how small i am but how can i define something as small compared to the whole if it just keeps going infinitely
     
  18. bro thats trippy. lol , it feels like it captures the moment.
     
  19. like We're in this ultimate sophisticated pattern that fits an infinitesmal dot.
     

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