Just found a rap song way deep in the folders of my computer that i wrote when i was oh, must been 15... hahaha i wonder why it was so hidden?? cant remember now, anyways, its kinda funny, shitty, but anyways, thought id post it some days when i wake/and im feelin sick i dont wanna get up/i just wanna sit there waiting/for god to come and take me away from this shit/that im facing daily now when your looking/over here at me wondering why/i am always bitching/complaing when i got the life of a boy/growing in a town thats always white everybody here is fucking rich not me boy/i grew up in a fuckin ditch in the gutter/now its time to open the shutters and let you all know/how im not like the others brought into the world/with a family a bro and mom/and a daddy but he left us/and you know i dont really care cuz nothing in this world/is really fair as i sit here/trying to get all this shit out thinking bout it all/trying not to shout but you know now/its hard to keep it in when your a punk little kid/hanging with your friends and they all spending cash like it groes on trees while the only shit i got/i got for free now they all go and spend a grand in a day while for me to get a shirt i gotta work and save or maybe/i can borrow from a bud wear his hat for a week/but ive had enough of this shit now/i just want to get out away from it all/away from this town where everyone/seems to be so glad while i sit at home/and hang up on dad cuz he said that/wait he promised me that hed send my mom/allomony but you know that/hes just a bum like me doesnt have the cash/to give to my family well fuck that/cuz its not my job to work im a little punk kid/but im still not hurt but this shit/i just let it all pass me by call up a friend/and we just get high cuz when we smokin/everything seems ok all the shit going on just goes away and I can finally/be at peace in my house eatin food/with my family when the bills come/my mom always starts to bitch but i dont really care/wish she would call it quits trying to turn over all her problems over to me but i just tune out/and i count to three till shes done now/then maybe shell leave me alone give me a couple minutes/while im on the phone trying to get shit worked out/but its really hard when you got no cash/and you got no car and your sittin and hoping/things will start to pick up but you know your dad is just gonna fuck things up so you losing your mind/losing your friends just when you thought you hit bottom/you fall again into the hole that just keeps growing bigger deeper and whider/so you start to digg her cuz you know theres only so far down to go before you hit luck/and find some gold so ill just sit back here and wait/until i can finally get away from this bullshit/that you people callin life but really/its just a big ball of lies trying to get yourself ahead of the game throwing other people down/but they doing the same this world is fucked/theres is just no doubt but suicide is the pussys way out so ill work harder than i ever did try to get on track/its my turn to win im not desperate yet/but im almost there poor enough that i/gotta cut my own hair but you know/i wouldnt want it any other way cuz the life they want me to live/is fucking gay trying so hard/working all your life and what does it get you/but i hotty wife whos just trying to get to/your riches might as well just hang with the hoes and bitches atleast theyll give you a bit of respect while they stealin your wallet as they kissing your neck but look at the clock now/its about time for me to call quits/on this half assed rhyme if this was on paper/id rip it apart but rippin a computer/is goin to far its probably the most expensive thing i own and yet it still just fucking blows but im done now/im bouncing its time to go im tired of spitting/so ima cut the flow hahhah damn i was little fucker back then...
eminadem hahahaha oh man... dunno why i would post a thing like that... but i thought you guys would get a laugh, i know i did
cool I like finding stuff like that, I found a book I started writing two years ago about my life, and I've decided to keep going on it.