hey everyone...

i know i havent been posting a ton here as of late, but man ive been up to a lot. well... in a sense.

**long post, cliff notes at bottom**


birthday was june 11th. we started the celebration at the beach on the morning of the 10th, and continued on till the morning of the 12th. my birthday was the last day of school every year from the 8th grade to the 12th, so my birthday has always been more than just one persons day to party, and i guess its carried on thru. anyways, there happened to be a huge beachjam/volley ball tournement at our beach that day, so we hung out all day, drank a bit too much. cant really remember alot of what we did after the beach, but it was fun, i know that.


been working a lot lately. theres a local water park around here (you may recognize it from the First Date music video by blink 182... hahahah) and in the summers, i work as the head chef there. the pay is no good, but its a real good atmosphere, and i like everyone there, even the little guys plus, there arent many jobs that you can have, and call in to your boss at 1am, knowing you have a shift at 11:30am later that day, and say hey, im on vancouver island right now, ill be in as early as i can, then procede to show up 2 hours late, and never hear a word about it. that and ive been working in a warehouse for the last while (yea, its a shit job, but i dont have my post secondary education yet, so back off!!! im still on my way )

last weekend, was one to remember for sure. friday night, bunch of the guys got a limo for our buddies birthday and took him downtown to a club. i ended up doing coke for the first time that night, and then the second later on. not at all what i expected, i thought id feel more of a buzz of it, but it really just kept me up all night. but then, no one i asked could tell i was on anything other than booze, so maybe i had just dranken too much? im not going to say i wont do it again, but im not interested anytime soon.

the next night, there was a real big party in the next town. there, i did some e for the first time. again, i thought id feel way more than i did. all i felt was some jittery legs, and again, i was up all night. i figure the pill was mostly meth or something along those lines, as i didnt feel the euphoria people speak of, though, that night too, i was drunk, and maybe just didnt notice it enough... i think an oxycodone is far more enjoyable, though i wouldnt want to party and be drunk on those.

i still remain a VERY strong advocate of weed and beer. thats one word weedandbeer. together, i can have a great night. i dont see why people need hard drugs to stay up. ill out wake anyone with purely weed and beer, and maybe a coffee to give me a little kick.

ooo and i did some salvia the other week. now i had done if before, but only the straight leaves, 1x i guess. i took 3 fat half gram tokes with a jet lighter out of my bong, and really did feel it pretty strongly, but no true visuals or anything, i did get a strong feeling that i was being pulled to the left, and that part of the room we were in was missing, and that i could probably see it if i looked around the guy sitting on the bed.... the 10x i tried the other night, well that was a pretty good time. again, i got no visuals, but i really really tried my best to keep my cool, as i was in a room full of people and didnt want to act like an idiot. everysone says i didnt say a word for about 8 minutes, but to me it seemed like maybe 30 seconds of just staring infront of me trying not to freak out. didnt see anything, except when staring forwards, the left side of my room seemed normal and regular, and the right side, though i couldnt actually see it, felt wavy and awkward. the thoughts racing thru my head and the intense concentration i had going were pretty mind blowing hahaha.


anyways, for all the blades that read right thru that, thats where my heads been at lately. no girlfriend at the moment, though there are a couple girls ive got my eyes on, we'll have to see how that pans out.



**had a fun birthday on the 11th. been working alot, including at a local water park. tried coke. tried e. both were dissapointing. weed and beer will always be my babies. salvia is wierd. thats where my heads been.**

 

ah yes, the summer is going great. been drinking a bit too much, but hey, thats how these things go i guess.


ill try to chill around here a bit more, but im busy busy busy



great summer to all the blades!