Fuck man well i got 8 days till my intake at the methadone clinic wich means its at least 2 weeks before i get done// but idk how hard it is to get in and i know i cant smoke weed/ they want me to do suboxone but fuck that noise at least untill i can stay clean for long enough/ the thing is its so easy to hustle alot of free shit and even with all the valium and trazadone i have i cant get over the eurge to use... shooting is what gets mes....anyone ever shot up right they know.....nothing is compared to baning some molly and h together...but anyways how the fuck do i find a methadone detox or even id do suboxone but it has to be locked down....i cant do it on the outs its to easy..... my plan is to detox then maybe rehab and then get on a regiment of benzos sleeping aid and maybe even more subs after i get out.... i know taking 5htp and l tryptophan should help me regain some endorphines... any tips or ideas....maybe i dont need to get locked up but idk what else to do...... where do i look AHHH this would be easier if drugs didnt run my life . i love being high