Hey guys. Break ups suck. Vent it all out here! You're not alone. I'm currently trying to get over my exBPD boyfriend. It's so hard because I keep playing the beautiful things he told me over and over, and how he's probably making fun of me right now and going out and getting chicks at clubs and being an ass.I know I should just suck it up, but it hurts so much. The way he manipulated me broke me in pieces. He cheated on me 3 times. He verbally and emotionally abused me and he destroyed my self-esteem. This stuff ain't easy. Lemme tell ya.