yeah that shit was lie to get by I wasn't smoking at the time, but I'm not the kind of person who seriously expects the future to unravel in a certain planned way it reminds me of this old man, my gym teacher, actually "OH MY GOD" he would yell when us kids were fulling around "you kids don't know what you're doing!" "you're going to break the tennis rackets whirling them around like that!" "You kids need more structure! everything needs structure!" since then, even though he isn't actually saying it, "EVERYTHING NEEDS STRUCTURE, pack it into a fine box! get it together and make a chart!"