When I chief by myself, my high is limited to myself and therefore kept internal for the most part. With a few other people, you can sense their being and its like our highs mesh (like voltron or sumn). When theres a boat load of people our highs seem to minimalize and become self-centered again, harder to feel so many vibes I guess or maybe because too many heads per session ratio. Who identifies with this phenomenon ?
I do, I've actually cut back on my smoking due to this. I use to be able to smoke with a group and enjoy the crowd and environment, but over the past year I was taken away from outside contact so my highs were more internal. Now when I smoke with people I can't help but go inside my head, enjoyable sometimes but very stressful most of the time. I'm back in school so I'm hoping that my new social life will help me open up again to help my highs get back to what they once were.