Having messed up dreams because of something I did wrong. (PLEASE HELP)

Discussion in 'Real Life Stories' started by Bamboobam, Jun 22, 2013.

  1. LONG story short, my boyfriend and I did something bad a year ago. It's abbreviated: Yes, I am a fucked up person for what I did but I've never made a mistake like this before. It will be my one and only like this because I am usually the one that helps others. I vowed not to smoke and drink and let my emotions overbear me the way it did because it did a lot more harm than good. I just need advice right now and I woke up a 5:30 am and I'm freaking out.
    -A couple high school friends came down from out of town and we celebrated his 20th b-day: (Her husband)
    -These 2 friends are married to eachother
    -This was a time my boyfriend and I were kinda rocky and she and her husband were rocky cuz she cheated
    -I was infatuated with her because I seriously never had a friend that was a girl and I wanted to make her feel good (I am not a lesbo, she's the only one I ever felt like that with and never again)
    -We were high and drunk, (my bf and I, her and her husband)
    -I was stupid enough to get horny and I was thinking about her, but my bf was there
    -We had a 3 some right next to her husband
    -This happened in one of our other friend's house and she doesn't know about it
    -The husband and I were really close... He was like my brother. Hell, he even helped try to get my bf and I in high school and after it ended. He actually forgave me, but he hasn't talked to me. I know he will never forgive my boyfriend.
    -There's another guy friend that's cool too with all of us too
    -My boyfriend has recently been bugging out because he sees the guy at school and he talks about the girl's husband since they were all close friends (including me and my bf) especially yesterday since it was his b-day and that's when all of his happened last year
    -He feels that they will eventually find out what happened if the husband comes back to visit eventually and wants to hang out with everyone. The girl's house we did it has mentioned him too but not about that.
    -I've had 2 bad dreams about someone in my family about to kill one another and just last night I had a dream killing my cousin and my aunt and only being scared and ashamed after people were coming to the house and I finally confessed when a cop came by the house.
    -The guy who's the husband hasn't told anyone anything, and on top of that, my bf said he wanted to get it off his chest, and with these dreams it's really fucking with me....
    Overall, my question is should we tell these 2 other friends about what happened, especially to he chick's house we did it at?

  2. Damn thought I was gunna get to talk to a genocidal maniac :/ just let it all off your chest, you will feel so much better, well I usually do when I have cleared my conscience.
  3. The truth will set you free.
  4. What???
  5. the hardest thing to do is to be honest with the two other friends, even though it is the right thing to do.

    at least once you've told the other two, its likely that your dreams will calm down. the truth is always liberating.

    good luck. :)
  6. You my friend, are just too damn high.
    I like your style...threesome@myhouse?
  7. Hahaha you sir have me in stitches!
  8. Chill you cock-juggling thunder cunt....
    Your pussy isn't that good, your husband/boyfriend will be just fine.
  9. Wow chill man. Op stop feeling guilty life goes on
    Just implying that dick isn't worth getting your panties in a bunch over op, no offense meant.
    There are plenty of penises in the world, and they're only in vaginas like 1% of the time.
    I think you've got pretty good chances.
  11. That's so terrible?

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  12. #12 SiriusWolff, Jun 22, 2013
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    Wait so you had a threesome with you and your bf and your friends wife? Right next to the husband? How would he not know about it if he was there? Sorry if i missed something but it confused the fuck out of me :laughing:
    As far as the dreams i have the same problem. All you can do is try to think positive or learn to wake yourself up.
  13. damn dot points
  14. All seriousness aside make up sex cures everything
  15. Soooo your having bad dreams beacause your a slut???? and i thought i had problems smh
  16. lol you kids and your consciences
    fuck it, shit happened, however since its eating at you its best to just tell him what pieces of shit he surrounds himself with. hope for the best, prepare for the worst. you can stay quite and let it eat at you, or tell and possibly lose their friendship and/or destroy their relationship(though you said the wife already cheated before, so chances are he wont grow a pair and leave her)
  17. I think you have exaggerated this in your head. Take a step back, a few deep breaths, and know it is not as bad as it seems and everything will be ok.
  18. i seriously don't understand
    what's the big deal?
    i doubt he would care much knowing your wife had a bit of fun with another couple, possibly would be surprised but if it were me i wouldn't be offended
  19. I'm really confused about what went on and what you are actually worried about??  You had a threesome with you, your husband, and the guys wife at another couples house?  You are worried about the other couple finding out you fucked in their house?  I'd be more worried about the girls husband finding out and trying to kill you and your husband?  Or since it was right next to him he already knows? wtf is going on here.
  20. Holy shit, what happened to paragraphs?

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