Having a bad day/week? Come vent!

Wanna trade lives?

 

Let's see. I always have a bad day. I'm always in a bad mood because the situation never changes. It's never different. I live at home I'm 21 years old and I don't go to college. I'm waiting on a job but no one ever calls because I was arrested in my town on felony charges last spring and even though I'm a good person, they all do background checks before interviewing. I would love to have a job doing ANYTHING but it's impossible especially since I can only apply online really and very locally since I don't have any method of transportation. Me and my parents never get along really because we are nothing alike at all and there's so much tension from other shit too. I have no weed because I have no money, I know no dealers, have no friends around, no nothing.
Plus I haven't even talked to a real girl in I don't even know how long it's been. I seriously haven't felt this way since like...well yesterday. This forum is pretty much the only thing that gets me by. Sorry for the rant I just hope you feel better about your life now because you're living like a King compared to how I am.

 

If i was you i would contact a lawyer and someone in the judiciary system locally to see if you can get that felony removed for a price (unless it's violent)

 

I'm in the process of getting it removed right now. Court on nov 2nd to hear back if I'm being accepted to these programs and if I am I gotta do community service and classes and a year of no trouble and it's gone fortunately. But shit sucks soooooooooo bad right now.

 

Mow lawns?

 

I could go back to 97 when my brother was killed by a car and for three years, I would use whatever was available to escape the blame I felt. Or rewind to 05 when after two weeks in Texas my car gets stolen, evicted because losing car made going to work difficult so lost job too. Was originally from NC at the time so knew nobody. Even being a vet no one would even say talk to so and so. Now I am jobless and found out today that the VA rejects any medical assistance not to mention cant reenlist because of a tat. Not the homemade one of topless girl sitting on a mushroom but of a rebel flag that was done professionally during a field op when I was in and it was ok. The treatment that vets get from both the government as well as the community pisses me off. Well enough on that. There's my two cents.

 

Well good luck to all of you in straightening things out. Lifes a bitch i suppose

 

I got my period.
FUCK THIS.
I HATE LIFE.

 

Lol^

I was having a bad day, but it turned out my ua was clean haha.

 

THATS DIGUSTING LOL.

i woke up and broke my brand new cologne and it was a present.

 

here is a bad day for you, this is from my early 20's.

1. car broke down
2. fixed car
3. took it on test drive
4. pulled over
5. arrested for possession

flash fwd 13 weeks

6. out of jail and back at the apartment
7. come home from school to find cops at my house
8. roommate in custody
9. leave town for a bit
10. come back to summons for manufacture and distribution
11. go to court (charges dropped to possession in return for testimony)
12. watched mom cry when sentenced
13. back to jail

fast fwd 1 year

14. new roommate pulls gun on some kids
15. house raided
16. new manufacture charges
17. back to jail
19. go to court (all charges dropped, still don't know why)
20. for the next 5 years I was pulled over almost weekly for some bullshit
21. off probation and allowed to get my MM card

moral of the story just don't give up, I was pretty beat down during all this (especially the time in jail) but I never gave up and never quit trying. Now I live pretty good.

 

Got cursed out by a customer today, not like it doesn't happen or anything, but assholes just make my day so much worse for no reason. If you have a job that involves working with the general public, you'll know that people are idiots. I refunded his money (without giving him his order) and told him to leave.

 

Well. I woke up. Went to my shitty job. Tried to keep to myself and just do my work like usual. But my boss just can't leave me alone for ten minutes, and he starts belittling me withing five minutes of clocking in. I get out of work and my ride is thirty minutes late with no heads-up. These days even just something like that will make me want to legitimately kill someone. So I go home very stressed. Then I start getting severely depressed and suicidal from then up until two minutes ago. And I found out my uncle will be dead any day now(been battling cancer for twoish/+ years. His death alone won't affect my day(never been close to any of my family). But I know I'll get depressed and stressed knowing I'm getting closer to the front of the line(Most of my family is jacked health-wise. I most definitely got the worst of it. All mental excluding arthritis, FUN). And knowing that he did some not so good things in his life and just when he starts becoming a good person, BOOM. Cancer. If karma is real, I am fucked(well, if I can possibly be more). I've been thinking about my ex a lot lately, well more about relationships in general. I realized love(which is the only thing that I thought ever held me together) was nothing more than a chemical reaction releasing massive amounts of dopamine into your body and now I can't see myself ever dating anyone again(been about two years since my last). The thought of it just being a chemical reaction so I'll be inclined to reproduce just ruins it for me.


And that's just the tip of the iceberg. At least 96% of my living days have been to that degree. No sympathy please.

 

Could be worse...better to have one than not, right?


Unless you're trying...then I'm sorry you're having trouble, but you're still very young and heck, at least you can have fun trying!




I received a very expensive necklace this weekend, but my husband was overcharged, so I had to have a word with the jeweler today....Refund of overcharge, but the whole event left a bad taste in my mouth...Should be happy to receive such a nice present, but I'm not.

 

My life isn't that bad at all compared to yours. My only problems are; I'm flat broke and I've met the girl of my dreams not to long ago and she has no interest in me. I texted her asking if she wanted to smoke a few bowls and she never responded.

 

Stressed as fuck for things I don't have the time to type out. Need a bowl. No weed.

First world problems...

 

Well I spilled a drink on somebody today at work, third time in three weeks. The first time it was "okay", the second time it was like "come on, get it together" and today it had me wondering if I am server material. That had me down in the dumps for a while, especially when I saw the look on my GM's face.

The relationship between me and my father is gone, completely gone. All he wants to do is be a pathetic drunk all day and it absolutely sickens me. I talk to him for less than 10 minutes a day and I don't even care anymore. Why should I if all he wants to do is suck off the system (disability) and be a drunk?

Day by day I think about how my mental health is getting worse. Nothing serious like schizophrenia, just depression. I have absolutely NO sex drive anymore, and I felt like absolute shit when my girl friend and I tried having sex the other day and it just didn't have that spark that it used to have when we first started dating.

Which brings me to the top of my girl friend. I love her to death, but things are just not what they used to be anymore. I was never really a good boy friend to her. I wasn't terrible either, but for a long time I didn't trust her and it hurts to think about what it took for me to trust her. We don't ever go on dates or do anything romantic, but it's hard to when I am trying to save money to get out of the shitty apartment that I live in with my drunken father.

But I know I am very lucky, because I have complete control over the issues in my life, unlike some others. All I need is a little self discipline. I need to stop smoking so much, actually I just need to take a break for a while. I know that with a proper diet, I would feel a lot better about everything that I see as an issue now. I know that once me and my girl friend would start eating better that we'd both see dramatic changes in our lives for the better.

After typing this out I feel a lot better. I was really upset as I was typing this but now I am fine. Because I know that I am going to change. And I know that it wouldn't be fair to the people who have no control over their crappy situations if I didn't. I owe it to them, I owe it to my girl friend, and most of all I owe it to myself. And when it comes time to make this change, I am going to blog it. To show all the other people out there like me that it's possible. You just have to want to change badly enough.

Peace and good vibes