Yeahh, actually, alllll the time. Like, I'll just be chillin and I get this feeling that there's something that could be really fun and rewarding, but I don't know what I think my dopamine levels are all fucked up from smoking so much weed
How can you want to do something if you don't even know what it is? That is like a kid who never heard of roller coasters, wanting to ride a roller coaster.
It's more like a kid longing for the enjoyment of a roller coaster, but not knowing it's roller coasters that will fulfill that enjoyment.
I think its messed up dopamine (the neurotransmitter that is responsible for anticipation and excitement. It is essentially the body's reward center. Appealing things are appealing because they somehow trigger the release of dopamine.) Smoking weed affects your dopamine levels and releases it when it normally wouldn't. Sometimes the chemical imbalances that smoking marijuana causes in the brain affects when dopamine is released even when one is not high.