For the past few months I've been feeling very depressed. So the other day I went to go hang out with a pot head friend of mine and his friend. I ended up buying some "high grade" from one of his dealers for us to smoke. At first my pot head friend's friend told me the kush was sprayed with coke thinking he'd impress me but once I flipped out he said he was only joking. Anyways I ended up going along with it because I'm a gullible fool. So we ended up smoking it in a blunt and this is how it went down. At first it was pretty routine, puff puff pass. Didn't taste anything weird was pretty normal. Then it started getting more intense, more coughing, more high.. Then I elected to stop and they were going to finish it. But then they begged me to take one more hit; which I reluctantly obliged to. Now this last hit was the meat and potatoes of it all because it was out of this world. I remember pulling it purely, the spark from the ember fully ignited. As I pulled it I felt my lungs becoming inflamed as if I literally swallowed fire. It was pretty excruciating. I had a very hard time breathing and was completely high. For the next couple of hours I was super high and for moments before I got home I thought it was the end for me. Like any negative thought would become a reality. I ended up finding my way home somehow and haven't felt well since. I'm writing you three days later in the hopes that you'll be able to offer me a glimmer of hope. I'm naturally a very paranoid person and have already thought of the worst. Ever since that day I've sobered up a little which I'm thankful for but sadly I've felt many side effects. The most annoying would be this constant pain or headache which occurs mostly at the left side of my head. It also happens in other areas of my head as well, either throbbing or I hear a popping noise from within. It's like a sharp and throbbing pain which leads me to believe that I may have done some serious damage to my brain. I've also felt a loss of memory, especially short-term and a lack of concentration and motive. Also, I've felt very nauseous especially after food consumption. These are all reoccurring effects. Like sometimes I zone out, and sometimes I'm normal. I've researched this topic and all of these seem to be symptoms of smoking laced weed, particularly weed laced with embalming fluid. Anyways I could bore you for longer with my stupidity but I feel I've written enough. I'll really appreciate your input. Should I see a doctor? Should I tell my parents? Have I caused permanent damage to my brain? Thank you for your time, Sincerely, the idiot.
Damn bro. If u got laced that's fucking lame. Anyways id suggest relaxing and get your vitamins. Eat fruit. Milk. Meat etc. could just be an illness. Maybe not even weed related
this ^^^ and now you're most likely experiencing anxiety from thinking about it non stop, especially if you looked up your symptoms on the internet. That's the worst thing you can do to freak yourself out.
... relax to go the gym, fishing, jogging, something relax , read a book, you got that paranoid high and thats why it escalated as it did.... reading online about s/s is not the best thing you are going to get more paranoid
From the sounds of it you just got some great weed and ruined the high with some stress worrying about it. Stress can do a lot to you especially with head aches and things of this nature. If it had been laced with something stronger you would have had something much worse in reactions, and then the not having it more. I would relax, get a nice shower, work out if you like, eat some good food and watch a good movie that you know will put you in a good mood. If you are this scared to smoke you might want to consider quitting. This is why you always buy from someone that you trust.
Your alive man ur fine n next time he tells u to smoke laced weed (which I doubt it was) pull out a pre loaded syringe with shampoo dripping from it n tell him to shoot up from tht while u smoke his laced weed see how it goes
Dude your fine... Just extreme paranoia and if you believe something hard enough it becomes true see your thinking your sicks so your body is acting as if that is what's happening in reality but your fine just forcing your body into sickness..