i got blackout drunk and apparently i sent my new girlfriend a picture of myself with a pistol in my mouth, because i found it funny and hoped she would, i guess. now, the trouble is that she has a friend, whose girlfriend shot herself in bed and tried to take the boyfriend with the same bullet. when dude regained consciousness, he went to (my) girlfriend's door, with a gunshot wound to the head. so yeah. i'm trying to quit drinking but its as much my environment as my mindset.
Guns and Booze = Always a winning combination. So glad I gave up alcohol many years ago. I damn sure don't miss it either. Hallucinating Hash Capsules for Hemp Heads With these as strong as they are who needs booze for a blasted off your ass time. I'm still in control and will remember the entire trip no matter how deep and heavy it may get. Trust me it can get really intense. BNW
oops.. At least you didn't wake up asking the turnkey "What did I do this time?".. I think eventually you will learn that getting blackout drunk is dangerous in many ways and avoid doing so..
This sounds like either self-sabotage or a cry for help man, I don't really know what else to say here... As for the relationship, hopefully it is a wrap, no offense dude but it sounds like you got some issues you gotta work through or something... The fact that you found this funny, speaks to the fact that this probably isn't the first time you've had a gun in your mouth drunk, again, hopefully you can find some help or I don't really know.
I figured it would be a "long shot".................my response was to the "red flag" response...........and then I took it to the last 2 minutes in the NFL...........follow now?? if not......IT ME, NOT YOU...........LOL
@Kronik352 It's me. I think there's a serious issue here, but I do not know what to do. I chose a task, this morning, that I never got around to completing; "there's always tomorrow". I read this thread, turned around and said to myself; "I'll try to stick that shotgun.... NONONONONO..... I can't even conceive of THINKING that". Someone posted that they sent a photo of themselves with a gun in their mouth. I consider that deadly serious on a couple of levels. It's me... I can't find any humor HERE... just helplessness.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Brother.................I AM HERE........I WILL DO....TALK.....SEND....WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE.......to MAKE SURE WE get through this!!!!!!! IM SERIOUS brother..........PM me ANYTIME you need to talk...........it will be just ME AND YOU..........and NOOOOO judgement!!!
wtf? I'm sober.... what made you think that *I* would have such thoughts? Thank you for your concern, but....
the fact that I AM PROOOOOPERLY medicated........and im HONESTLY used to talking to my Marine buddies about this BITCH of a problem.......which "we" face QUITE a bit.............I have lost 8 so far..........EIGHT to suicide since "we" get out.........its such a shame.....