Hello City, Well it's Friday night- the few friends I have are busy and I am left wanting to do something. I will probably end up getting a bite to eat somewhere, grab some drinks and then probably chill at home because I did wake up early today. But- going out by myself always makes me feel somewhat odd- especially because I am just getting into this (turned 21 a few months ago so it's still new to me). People just seem odd and I always feel self conscious about the way I am acting. Maybe it's cause I always smoke before I go- or maybe it's the fact that people actually are wondering about this weirdo coming in with no friends and looking too happy to be here? I don't know- I'm still going out, even if I am a weirdo with no friends, haha. I keep my friends limited in numbers- I don't have much time, I'm not all that much fun, and a lot of people don't get me and I don't get them. I have an odd logic to things sometimes. Anyways- you guys ever go out by your lonesomes? I guess it would be worse to be a female because of weirdo guys-
Sometimes I go to concerts alone, if I really want to see the band. It's never as fun as going with other people, but it beats teh shit out of staying at home.
No offense or anything homie, but don't be so self concious... Do you really pay attention to people walking alone on the streets? I sure as hell don't. Don't be paranoid homie and go have a good TiME~
Don't worry - I'm in a similar situation. I'm staying home tonight and doing nothing because I alienate people in various ways. *shrug* fuck em.
No sometimes it's awesome to chill on your own...get high as hell, get some food and just chill at home for the night. I enjoy it sometimes if I don't feel like hittin the bars or if no one else is going out
I've done it a couple of times, and have felt the same way you do. In the end I know i'm trippin because of the herb, so the self-concious concept is not there anymore.
Who cares about other people thinking your weird fuck em. I spend most my time chillin round the house with my dad or brother when im not at school. Ill smoke a bowl n kick back i dont mind it at all. Its not that i dont have friends but most the time id just rather be by myself or with my girl it dont bother me none.
dont get really high, but take about 2-3 hits out of your favorite piece, and go driving around for awhile, I love that shit. just dont be stupid, DUI charges are NOT cool.
Yeah im not much of a people person myself. I have many 'friends' but they are more of acquaintances. I have 3 friends that I would take a bullet for, but ive known them since I was 5 years old, we practically grew up together.